1 00:00:30,332 --> 00:00:33,123 Hi! Good morning! 2 00:00:33,291 --> 00:00:35,957 - Do you want to take a bite out of me? - Nah. 3 00:00:36,124 --> 00:00:38,624 Nah? Then I'll have to take a bite. 4 00:00:38,791 --> 00:00:41,707 I'll take the bites. 5 00:00:47,499 --> 00:00:50,582 Mmm... strawberry jam! 6 00:00:50,749 --> 00:00:52,999 - Nah. - Nah, that one? 7 00:00:53,166 --> 00:00:55,707 Yes! Oh, I see, nah, yes, nah, yes. 8 00:00:56,374 --> 00:00:59,207 - Nah. - Now I'm gonna grab another one. 9 00:01:00,874 --> 00:01:02,457 That one? 10 00:01:02,624 --> 00:01:05,915 Barbara, will you pick up the kids from preschool later? 11 00:01:06,082 --> 00:01:08,707 - I'm on duty until two. - Oh, okay. 12 00:01:08,874 --> 00:01:11,124 - Too bad! - Then I'll do it. 13 00:01:11,291 --> 00:01:12,916 - Bye. - Bye. 14 00:01:14,624 --> 00:01:15,665 Bye. 15 00:01:17,749 --> 00:01:18,790 Ciao. 16 00:01:21,374 --> 00:01:22,415 See you later! 17 00:01:22,582 --> 00:01:25,998 Mom's pancakes taste better than yours. 18 00:01:26,166 --> 00:01:29,582 Thanks. Then it's dry bread for breakfast tomorrow. 19 00:01:30,416 --> 00:01:33,416 - Bye! - Ciao, bye! 20 00:01:36,624 --> 00:01:39,124 Psst, watch out. Look! 21 00:01:48,541 --> 00:01:50,082 Ah, yikes! 22 00:01:50,791 --> 00:01:52,041 Hello! 23 00:01:52,666 --> 00:01:54,582 Hello! 24 00:01:54,749 --> 00:01:57,165 - Hello! - Hi there. 25 00:02:15,291 --> 00:02:18,582 Yes, that's really sweet! Thank you so much! 26 00:02:18,749 --> 00:02:20,915 I actually have a cold, you know? 27 00:02:21,499 --> 00:02:24,124 Whoops, bless you. 28 00:02:25,832 --> 00:02:27,623 Now I've got this... 29 00:02:37,874 --> 00:02:39,040 Look there! 30 00:02:41,374 --> 00:02:43,999 You can juggle a cold! 31 00:02:59,957 --> 00:03:01,915 There's a little blue ball. 32 00:03:02,582 --> 00:03:05,665 Can I take a look? What does he have there? 33 00:03:38,541 --> 00:03:41,082 Chico, you have to look first, then go. 34 00:03:41,249 --> 00:03:43,790 - Ouch! Ouch! Ouch! - I've told you that so many times! 35 00:03:43,957 --> 00:03:46,457 - Hello! - Excuse me. 36 00:03:46,624 --> 00:03:50,540 He's always a little... You can't just go after every woman. 37 00:03:50,707 --> 00:03:53,415 - Hi, Heidi. - Oh! Hi! 38 00:03:54,124 --> 00:03:55,499 Definitely not! 39 00:03:55,666 --> 00:03:57,416 Not so loud. Shh, shh. 40 00:03:58,082 --> 00:04:00,123 Now let's focus. 41 00:04:00,541 --> 00:04:03,541 So, we have an important visitor here right now. 42 00:04:03,707 --> 00:04:04,748 So... 43 00:04:04,916 --> 00:04:08,124 Jona, two years old. Heart defect. 44 00:04:09,457 --> 00:04:11,832 Then let's take it really easy. And stay relaxed. 45 00:04:11,999 --> 00:04:14,999 - Exactly. Maybe a little song. - Ah, wonderful. 46 00:04:20,957 --> 00:04:22,748 Hello! Hello! 47 00:04:23,041 --> 00:04:25,541 Who's there? 48 00:04:27,999 --> 00:04:30,540 Na na na na na na. 49 00:05:06,457 --> 00:05:07,707 Where? 50 00:05:16,541 --> 00:05:18,166 Wow! 51 00:05:31,082 --> 00:05:32,832 Look how cute. Yes! 52 00:05:34,124 --> 00:05:36,874 - Thanks, thanks. - Thanks, thanks. 53 00:05:57,249 --> 00:06:00,582 Hi, Edith. What has Thimo been up to? 54 00:06:01,124 --> 00:06:02,874 Hi, Barbara. 55 00:06:03,041 --> 00:06:06,291 You... Uh... Tell me, where are you right now? 56 00:06:06,707 --> 00:06:10,082 I'm driving home from Graz. Why? 57 00:06:11,499 --> 00:06:13,415 Hey, Karin, 58 00:06:13,832 --> 00:06:17,165 she just drove past the railroad crossing in Takern. 59 00:06:17,332 --> 00:06:20,707 She said there was an accident there involving a clown bus. 60 00:06:21,374 --> 00:06:22,999 What? What do you mean, an accident? 61 00:06:24,582 --> 00:06:25,915 What happened? 62 00:06:26,082 --> 00:06:28,707 She just said there was an accident. 63 00:06:28,874 --> 00:06:33,374 And there's a yellow clown bus at the railroad crossing. That's all I know. 64 00:06:35,582 --> 00:06:37,748 Okay. But the bus is there? 65 00:06:38,332 --> 00:06:39,748 I don't know. 66 00:06:40,499 --> 00:06:41,915 I think so. 67 00:06:42,541 --> 00:06:44,207 Okay, um... 68 00:06:45,541 --> 00:06:48,582 All right. Hey, thanks, Edith, for letting me know. 69 00:06:48,749 --> 00:06:49,790 Yeah, sure. 70 00:06:49,957 --> 00:06:51,957 Okay, all right, ciao. 71 00:06:52,124 --> 00:06:53,374 - Ciao. - Ciao. 72 00:07:02,707 --> 00:07:06,165 Now it's time for our health tips... 73 00:07:14,291 --> 00:07:17,207 Heli's voicemail, messages after the toot. 74 00:07:18,916 --> 00:07:22,332 Hi, Heli, can you please call me back? 75 00:07:23,541 --> 00:07:26,041 I just want to know if everything's okay. 76 00:07:26,707 --> 00:07:30,207 But I mean, your cell phone's on, so I'm sure everything's fine. 77 00:07:30,374 --> 00:07:32,082 Just call me back, okay? 78 00:07:32,249 --> 00:07:34,040 The important thing is, 79 00:07:34,207 --> 00:07:36,998 to soothe your bronchial tubes and loosen the mucus. 80 00:07:37,166 --> 00:07:39,291 That's usually quite simple. 81 00:07:39,499 --> 00:07:41,832 What are some tried-and-true home remedies? 82 00:07:44,332 --> 00:07:48,790 Ribwort plantain is very good. We also call it "cough herb"... 83 00:07:48,957 --> 00:07:52,082 It's there, it's there, it's there, it's there. 84 00:07:56,999 --> 00:07:58,415 It's there... 85 00:08:15,207 --> 00:08:17,748 - Hey, Babsi. - Hi, Sabine. You... 86 00:08:17,916 --> 00:08:20,166 um... Are you home? - Yeah. 87 00:08:20,332 --> 00:08:22,290 Can you do me a huge favor? 88 00:08:22,957 --> 00:08:24,790 Apparently there was an accident 89 00:08:24,957 --> 00:08:27,332 at the railroad crossing in Takern involving a clown bus. 90 00:08:27,499 --> 00:08:28,499 What? 91 00:08:28,624 --> 00:08:31,790 Can you go take a quick look and just see if everything... 92 00:08:31,957 --> 00:08:33,123 if everyone's okay? 93 00:08:33,291 --> 00:08:35,499 - I'll go check right away. - I'll need a little more time. 94 00:08:35,666 --> 00:08:37,666 No problem, I'll be in touch. Thanks! 95 00:08:37,832 --> 00:08:39,832 - Kisses. - Okay, okay, ciao. 96 00:09:03,457 --> 00:09:04,582 Yeah? 97 00:09:04,916 --> 00:09:07,707 - Sabine, hello? - Where are you? 98 00:09:08,832 --> 00:09:12,040 I'll be at the railroad crossing in Takern in about ten minutes. 99 00:09:12,207 --> 00:09:16,332 No, no. Come over to our place. We'll meet there. Okay? 100 00:09:16,541 --> 00:09:17,791 Why? 101 00:09:19,041 --> 00:09:21,957 Were you at the railroad crossing? Come over to our place. 102 00:09:22,374 --> 00:09:25,040 Babsi, please, you have to trust me right now. 103 00:09:28,082 --> 00:09:29,832 Okay. Yeah, okay. 104 00:09:29,999 --> 00:09:31,707 Drive carefully. 105 00:09:31,874 --> 00:09:33,582 Yeah. Yeah, I will. 106 00:09:38,749 --> 00:09:40,415 Okay, okay, okay... 107 00:09:49,124 --> 00:09:51,165 Heli, Heli... 108 00:10:03,374 --> 00:10:04,999 Did someone die? 109 00:10:06,041 --> 00:10:07,249 Yeah. 110 00:10:08,791 --> 00:10:10,124 Heli. 111 00:10:10,791 --> 00:10:12,332 Mhm. 112 00:10:13,874 --> 00:10:15,415 Mhm. 113 00:10:23,874 --> 00:10:25,749 And the kids? 114 00:10:27,166 --> 00:10:29,124 They're alive. 115 00:10:31,791 --> 00:10:32,874 Mhm. 116 00:10:34,041 --> 00:10:36,457 They flew them to the hospital. 117 00:11:40,332 --> 00:11:43,915 Here, one more. 118 00:11:46,624 --> 00:11:49,124 See, Fini likes it, too. 119 00:11:49,291 --> 00:11:50,874 - Want another pea? - Yes. 120 00:11:51,041 --> 00:11:53,832 Watch out, Thimo, soon Fini will have eaten all the peas. 121 00:11:53,999 --> 00:11:55,040 I don't care. 122 00:11:55,207 --> 00:11:57,457 "I don't care." - No. 123 00:11:57,624 --> 00:11:59,707 - Yes. - Look what I've got. 124 00:12:00,666 --> 00:12:02,374 Oh! A pea salad. 125 00:12:02,541 --> 00:12:05,082 Oh, right, nah, it's a circus tent. Sorry. 126 00:12:05,249 --> 00:12:08,332 Nah, it's really nice. And who's that on the unicycle there? 127 00:12:08,499 --> 00:12:09,707 - You! - That's me? 128 00:12:09,874 --> 00:12:11,290 With the funny hat. 129 00:12:11,457 --> 00:12:13,623 Oh yeah, that really is a funny hat. 130 00:12:14,707 --> 00:12:16,873 - Should we take that with us? - Yeah. 131 00:12:17,041 --> 00:12:18,082 Yeah? 132 00:12:18,666 --> 00:12:21,832 - Yeah. Let's take that with us, right? - Yeah. 133 00:12:24,041 --> 00:12:27,291 I come up from the audience onto the stage and try 134 00:12:27,457 --> 00:12:29,082 to catch the balloon. 135 00:12:29,499 --> 00:12:32,457 But the balloon keeps bouncing away. 136 00:12:33,291 --> 00:12:37,332 The whole time. And eventually I catch the balloon 137 00:12:37,499 --> 00:12:40,249 and then I grab it and want to keep it with me. 138 00:12:40,416 --> 00:12:42,916 And then I could imagine there's an armchair 139 00:12:43,082 --> 00:12:45,040 and I want to sit down with the balloon, 140 00:12:45,207 --> 00:12:46,748 because I finally have the balloon 141 00:12:46,916 --> 00:12:49,332 that I've been longing for my whole life. 142 00:12:49,499 --> 00:12:51,832 Then I try to bring it over to the armchair, 143 00:12:51,999 --> 00:12:54,165 and somehow manage to sit down. 144 00:12:54,332 --> 00:12:56,123 And do you know what happens then? - Nah. 145 00:12:56,291 --> 00:12:58,707 Wishes, when unfulfilled, 146 00:12:58,874 --> 00:13:00,082 can keep getting bigger and bigger. 147 00:13:00,332 --> 00:13:03,540 And maybe my wish balloon will get bigger and bigger. 148 00:13:03,707 --> 00:13:05,248 And heavier and heavier. 149 00:13:05,707 --> 00:13:08,332 And the thing I've wished for my whole life 150 00:13:08,499 --> 00:13:09,915 almost crushes me. 151 00:13:10,082 --> 00:13:12,165 - What do you think? - Yeah! 152 00:13:12,332 --> 00:13:14,165 And then I'm lying under the balloon 153 00:13:14,332 --> 00:13:16,832 but then I manage to crawl up onto the balloon, 154 00:13:16,999 --> 00:13:18,915 it's a huge, huge wish balloon... 155 00:13:19,082 --> 00:13:21,457 and then I try to hug it and then... 156 00:13:21,624 --> 00:13:23,040 Pfffrrrt. 157 00:13:23,207 --> 00:13:24,915 ...the air escapes. - Yes. 158 00:13:25,082 --> 00:13:27,457 And then my wish and my balloon 159 00:13:27,624 --> 00:13:29,249 carry me across the entire stage. 160 00:13:29,416 --> 00:13:31,999 And in the end, my wish is tiny again. 161 00:13:32,666 --> 00:13:34,249 But it's mine. - Yes! 162 00:13:34,416 --> 00:13:37,999 Emergency responders were on the scene within minutes. 163 00:13:38,166 --> 00:13:40,957 However, they could only recover your husband's body. 164 00:13:50,916 --> 00:13:53,249 And the children? 165 00:13:53,916 --> 00:13:56,541 The emergency doctor initially diagnosed 166 00:13:56,707 --> 00:13:58,332 cardiac arrest in your son Thimo, 167 00:13:59,166 --> 00:14:02,332 but was able to resuscitate him right at the scene of the accident. 168 00:14:02,499 --> 00:14:04,290 Thimo's heart is beating again. 169 00:14:05,457 --> 00:14:08,498 However, the cardiac arrest resulted in 170 00:14:08,666 --> 00:14:11,791 Thimo sustaining severe brain damage. 171 00:14:11,999 --> 00:14:13,040 Mhm. 172 00:14:13,457 --> 00:14:14,623 What... 173 00:14:15,166 --> 00:14:16,332 What does that mean? 174 00:14:16,582 --> 00:14:19,207 Thimo's heart is beating again, 175 00:14:19,374 --> 00:14:23,374 but his circulatory system requires massive external support. 176 00:14:24,791 --> 00:14:26,832 Thimo won't wake up again. 177 00:14:30,999 --> 00:14:34,665 But I can assure you that Thimo is free of pain. 178 00:14:47,541 --> 00:14:49,374 And Fini? 179 00:14:50,582 --> 00:14:52,998 Valentina's cardiovascular systems 180 00:14:53,166 --> 00:14:56,332 were still functioning very well when the doctors arrived. 181 00:14:57,457 --> 00:14:59,790 Externally, she had hardly any injuries. 182 00:14:59,957 --> 00:15:03,665 However, she has suffered a severe traumatic brain injury. 183 00:15:03,874 --> 00:15:07,290 That's why we've put her into an induced coma 184 00:15:07,457 --> 00:15:10,415 and connected her to machines similar to the ones your son is on. 185 00:15:10,582 --> 00:15:11,957 The only difference is 186 00:15:12,124 --> 00:15:15,415 that her body is able to perform these functions on its own. 187 00:15:15,582 --> 00:15:18,332 That's good news, for now. - Mhm. 188 00:15:22,124 --> 00:15:24,040 So that means she'll... 189 00:15:25,166 --> 00:15:27,041 She'll make it? 190 00:15:28,291 --> 00:15:31,082 We can hope so, yes. 191 00:15:38,916 --> 00:15:40,082 Good. 192 00:15:44,416 --> 00:15:45,457 Um... 193 00:15:45,832 --> 00:15:47,832 Can I see them—the kids? 194 00:16:13,124 --> 00:16:14,665 Fini. 195 00:16:20,416 --> 00:16:21,999 My sweetheart. 196 00:16:24,291 --> 00:16:25,916 I'm here. 197 00:16:29,332 --> 00:16:31,290 Mommy's here now. 198 00:16:35,916 --> 00:16:37,874 I'll take care of you. 199 00:17:03,999 --> 00:17:05,915 Hi, Thimo. 200 00:17:07,541 --> 00:17:09,624 My little pirate. 201 00:17:12,457 --> 00:17:13,998 I'm here now. 202 00:17:17,249 --> 00:17:21,290 Please guide us now and in the hour of our death, Amen... 203 00:17:30,707 --> 00:17:32,290 Sweetheart. 204 00:17:36,082 --> 00:17:37,748 Barbara. 205 00:17:42,166 --> 00:17:43,332 Barbara? 206 00:17:51,457 --> 00:17:54,623 We have to have the kids baptized now. 207 00:17:56,207 --> 00:17:57,540 What? 208 00:17:57,999 --> 00:18:00,582 You have to have the kids baptized before... 209 00:18:00,749 --> 00:18:02,290 Roswitha, I think... 210 00:18:02,457 --> 00:18:05,248 Thimo's life support is being turned off. 211 00:18:05,416 --> 00:18:09,374 - That's not important now. - If he isn't baptized, 212 00:18:09,541 --> 00:18:13,041 he can't follow his father into heaven. Do you understand? 213 00:18:14,291 --> 00:18:16,082 What do you mean? 214 00:18:16,707 --> 00:18:21,207 Do you want Thimo to stay somewhere other than where his dad is? 215 00:18:21,707 --> 00:18:23,332 Is that what you want? 216 00:18:24,749 --> 00:18:27,499 Should we go somewhere where you can get a little peace and quiet? 217 00:18:27,666 --> 00:18:31,207 I'll ask the hospital to send a priest. 218 00:18:31,832 --> 00:18:35,082 He can go ahead and administer the Anointing of the Sick. 219 00:18:35,249 --> 00:18:36,707 I think Barbara... 220 00:18:38,041 --> 00:18:39,082 Babsi! 221 00:18:47,499 --> 00:18:51,207 Oh, right. Pirates need really dirty teeth, don't they? 222 00:18:51,874 --> 00:18:54,749 Yeah, a toothbrush and a new outfit, 223 00:18:54,916 --> 00:18:57,041 because they're almost always at sea. 224 00:18:57,207 --> 00:18:59,957 That's right, and when they're in port, 225 00:19:00,124 --> 00:19:02,499 they buy themselves a new outfit. Good idea. 226 00:19:02,957 --> 00:19:04,915 When are the first ones coming? 227 00:19:05,166 --> 00:19:06,624 Yeah, eventually. 228 00:19:07,707 --> 00:19:10,373 I mean, for the viewing, Heli, the first people. 229 00:19:10,707 --> 00:19:11,748 Yeah, yeah. 230 00:19:14,249 --> 00:19:15,749 What...? 231 00:19:16,207 --> 00:19:17,748 What do you mean, "yeah, yeah"? 232 00:19:17,999 --> 00:19:20,207 Relax, Pachlovich. 233 00:19:20,374 --> 00:19:22,874 Hey, Dad, what people? 234 00:19:26,999 --> 00:19:28,999 I took the ad offline. 235 00:19:31,832 --> 00:19:33,665 Why? 236 00:19:39,082 --> 00:19:41,623 Heli, please tell me this is a joke. 237 00:19:41,791 --> 00:19:43,999 Nah, this is perfect! 238 00:19:44,582 --> 00:19:46,873 We need more space, and there's plenty there. 239 00:19:47,041 --> 00:19:49,541 We don't need a new apartment. We're moving in there. 240 00:19:49,707 --> 00:19:52,082 Heli, that's a dump! - Yeah! 241 00:19:52,374 --> 00:19:55,207 And we'll renovate it. I'll renovate it. 242 00:19:55,374 --> 00:19:57,665 What on earth do you plan to renovate there, Heli? 243 00:19:57,832 --> 00:20:00,748 The pipes are leaking... The roof... Here... 244 00:20:00,916 --> 00:20:02,457 You're going to have to replace all of that! 245 00:20:02,624 --> 00:20:04,874 You may have done a lot already, 246 00:20:05,041 --> 00:20:06,916 but you didn't do a trade apprenticeship. - I did. 247 00:20:09,082 --> 00:20:10,207 Heli... 248 00:20:14,916 --> 00:20:16,624 Young lady, may I invite you 249 00:20:16,791 --> 00:20:18,791 to take a tour of this estate? 250 00:20:18,957 --> 00:20:22,332 In the courtyard, you could have a swimming pool installed, 251 00:20:22,499 --> 00:20:24,249 or even a small forest. 252 00:20:24,416 --> 00:20:26,499 But please follow me inside 253 00:20:26,666 --> 00:20:29,499 to the heart of this sophisticated estate. 254 00:20:29,666 --> 00:20:32,749 These antique tiles from the turn of the last century 255 00:20:32,916 --> 00:20:34,999 can be torn out and replaced with... 256 00:20:35,166 --> 00:20:37,832 What would you like? Herringbone oak parquet 257 00:20:37,999 --> 00:20:41,040 or a deep-pile carpet, or would you prefer concrete? 258 00:20:41,207 --> 00:20:45,082 But now let's move on to the heart of every estate. 259 00:20:45,249 --> 00:20:47,374 Here, you can... 260 00:20:47,582 --> 00:20:49,957 perhaps host small dance parties, 261 00:20:50,124 --> 00:20:51,915 or séances. 262 00:20:52,082 --> 00:20:54,373 And this is something truly special. 263 00:20:54,541 --> 00:20:57,832 Have you ever seen anything like this before? An armchair with casters. 264 00:20:57,999 --> 00:21:01,457 A so-called rolling armchair! 265 00:21:02,082 --> 00:21:06,498 I can roll you around on it wherever you want to go. 266 00:21:10,041 --> 00:21:11,291 Please. 267 00:21:12,207 --> 00:21:14,915 The 550 euros we're currently paying for the apartment, 268 00:21:15,082 --> 00:21:17,040 we'll save on that if we live there. 269 00:21:17,207 --> 00:21:19,832 With that money, we can renovate it little by little. 270 00:21:20,457 --> 00:21:24,040 Hey, it's amazing out there. Right out there, the forest is right next door. 271 00:21:24,207 --> 00:21:25,748 You can go hiking. 272 00:21:25,916 --> 00:21:29,207 Hannes and Sabine live less than 20 minutes by car from there. 273 00:21:29,916 --> 00:21:32,624 And the kids— the kids are going to love it! 274 00:21:33,249 --> 00:21:36,457 That's so much better for them than living in the city. 275 00:21:37,166 --> 00:21:40,457 Heli, you're such a dreamer, really. 276 00:21:43,249 --> 00:21:45,040 Please, Barbara. 277 00:21:46,874 --> 00:21:48,707 Let me do this. 278 00:21:49,416 --> 00:21:50,999 For us. 279 00:21:54,374 --> 00:21:56,707 What would Heidi Appenzeller say? 280 00:21:58,874 --> 00:22:00,665 That's mean. 281 00:22:11,332 --> 00:22:12,915 Hm. Hm. Hm. 282 00:22:14,832 --> 00:22:16,748 Interesting. 283 00:22:16,916 --> 00:22:17,916 Oh? 284 00:22:19,374 --> 00:22:21,040 Yes. But it's difficult. 285 00:22:22,124 --> 00:22:25,374 Yes, colleague, I have completely different plans for this. 286 00:22:26,082 --> 00:22:27,332 - Oh, really? - Yes. 287 00:22:27,957 --> 00:22:30,707 I think this... 288 00:22:32,541 --> 00:22:34,707 ...should be a music room. 289 00:23:03,666 --> 00:23:06,832 - Is everything okay? - Yes, everything's fine. 290 00:23:08,499 --> 00:23:10,874 We just need to fix a few things. 291 00:23:13,416 --> 00:23:15,999 Fini's intracranial pressure has gone down. 292 00:23:17,832 --> 00:23:19,415 Is that good? 293 00:23:19,957 --> 00:23:21,748 That's good, yes. 294 00:23:31,999 --> 00:23:33,040 How's your head feeling? 295 00:23:35,082 --> 00:23:36,332 Okay. 296 00:23:38,041 --> 00:23:41,457 - Have you eaten anything? - I'm not hungry. 297 00:23:46,082 --> 00:23:48,498 Please take a break. Please. 298 00:23:49,791 --> 00:23:51,291 Go outside for a bit. 299 00:23:52,082 --> 00:23:56,123 Get some fresh air. Above all, eat and drink something. 300 00:23:59,124 --> 00:24:00,332 I promise you, 301 00:24:00,499 --> 00:24:03,499 we won't let them out of our sight for a single second. 302 00:24:06,707 --> 00:24:08,040 Thank you. 303 00:24:11,041 --> 00:24:14,832 You're too late to get your supper. 304 00:24:15,832 --> 00:24:19,290 Get out of the way, Old Dan Tucker, 305 00:24:19,749 --> 00:24:23,457 you're too late to get your supper. 306 00:24:43,416 --> 00:24:45,207 Fini. 307 00:24:45,666 --> 00:24:47,707 Please stay. 308 00:24:53,874 --> 00:24:55,457 Please. 309 00:24:58,499 --> 00:25:00,249 Stay. 310 00:25:21,832 --> 00:25:23,957 Dad's here. 311 00:25:32,249 --> 00:25:33,749 Grandma, too. 312 00:25:42,291 --> 00:25:44,624 You forgot your shirt. 313 00:25:44,999 --> 00:25:48,874 Pool. Look how it "whirls." Whirley, whirley, whirley... 314 00:25:49,832 --> 00:25:52,290 Well, that's outrageous. 315 00:25:52,457 --> 00:25:54,457 That can't be right. 316 00:25:56,291 --> 00:25:59,416 Will you draw me a road to run on? 317 00:26:08,207 --> 00:26:11,748 Can we only fit one on the string? Can we fit a second one? 318 00:26:21,332 --> 00:26:22,665 There's the nose! 319 00:26:23,291 --> 00:26:24,541 There's the mouth! 320 00:26:25,249 --> 00:26:26,457 There's the mouth! 321 00:26:32,666 --> 00:26:34,457 Pushed into the corner! 322 00:26:36,207 --> 00:26:38,707 Under the ceiling! Under the ceiling! 323 00:26:44,041 --> 00:26:45,666 You do the very top. 324 00:26:45,832 --> 00:26:49,207 I'll do up there, and you do further down—exactly. Good idea. 325 00:26:50,916 --> 00:26:53,249 It's turning out so nice! Right? 326 00:26:53,416 --> 00:26:55,124 That's really a great color. 327 00:27:09,499 --> 00:27:11,707 Mom, I'm going to help. 328 00:27:23,957 --> 00:27:26,165 - Barbara... - What is it? 329 00:27:29,457 --> 00:27:31,457 Our Fini died. 330 00:27:35,082 --> 00:27:36,332 What? 331 00:27:38,166 --> 00:27:39,207 No. 332 00:27:39,832 --> 00:27:41,832 No, no. No, that can't be. 333 00:27:41,999 --> 00:27:43,374 Barbara... 334 00:27:43,874 --> 00:27:45,957 Fini died. No, Dad... 335 00:27:46,124 --> 00:27:48,374 Fini— She was just outside with me 336 00:27:48,541 --> 00:27:51,457 and she told me that she's fighting and that she's staying, 337 00:27:51,624 --> 00:27:52,957 That can't be true. 338 00:27:54,624 --> 00:27:57,374 - What? - Fini died, Barbara. 339 00:27:57,541 --> 00:27:59,999 That can't be true. 340 00:28:00,166 --> 00:28:02,874 Thimo won't make it, but Fini will. 341 00:28:03,874 --> 00:28:07,207 - Fini, she'll make it! - Barbara, I... 342 00:28:08,541 --> 00:28:10,707 Go, turn off the machine. 343 00:28:12,124 --> 00:28:13,499 Time of death? 344 00:28:13,666 --> 00:28:15,749 2 p.m... 345 00:28:15,916 --> 00:28:18,374 No, no, no... 346 00:28:18,541 --> 00:28:22,291 No, that can't be! That can't be! 347 00:28:25,707 --> 00:28:28,957 No, no, no, Fini—she'll make it. 348 00:28:33,041 --> 00:28:36,791 No, Fini will make it. 349 00:28:38,582 --> 00:28:41,332 You can do it, Fini. 350 00:29:01,999 --> 00:29:04,999 Great! Push down really hard. 351 00:29:07,082 --> 00:29:09,332 What's going on? What should I do? 352 00:29:09,499 --> 00:29:12,707 Stay with her, just be there for her. That's good. 353 00:29:13,166 --> 00:29:15,916 Push hard with her! Yes, great! 354 00:29:16,082 --> 00:29:19,998 - Your baby's almost here! - What?! Our baby's almost here! 355 00:29:20,166 --> 00:29:23,249 You're doing a great job. Push hard one more time. 356 00:29:23,957 --> 00:29:25,998 Push hard one more time. 357 00:29:36,207 --> 00:29:38,123 That's not Paul. 358 00:29:40,249 --> 00:29:41,624 Nah. 359 00:29:43,207 --> 00:29:44,582 That... 360 00:29:46,166 --> 00:29:48,249 ...is Thimo. 361 00:29:48,957 --> 00:29:50,248 Yes. 362 00:30:10,082 --> 00:30:11,915 Take a look. 363 00:30:14,166 --> 00:30:16,041 Like this, maybe? 364 00:30:17,832 --> 00:30:19,415 Yes. 365 00:30:20,207 --> 00:30:21,748 Nice. 366 00:30:21,957 --> 00:30:23,915 Do you like the one with the roses 367 00:30:24,082 --> 00:30:25,248 or would you prefer something 368 00:30:25,832 --> 00:30:27,040 simpler? 369 00:30:27,666 --> 00:30:30,166 Well, yeah. 370 00:30:30,457 --> 00:30:32,457 The first roses are beautiful. 371 00:30:32,624 --> 00:30:34,415 - The first ones? - Yes. 372 00:30:35,624 --> 00:30:37,124 Then let's take those. 373 00:30:39,374 --> 00:30:42,249 Something else I might be able to offer you, 374 00:30:42,416 --> 00:30:46,374 would be—well, especially since there are children among the deceased... 375 00:30:46,541 --> 00:30:50,582 we have these helium balloons that we could attach to the coffins. 376 00:30:50,749 --> 00:30:54,624 And then at the funeral, during the service, we could 377 00:30:55,707 --> 00:30:57,832 cut them loose and they'll float up into the air. 378 00:30:57,999 --> 00:31:02,499 Well, that's actually quite nice as a symbolic gesture, so to speak. 379 00:31:02,707 --> 00:31:06,707 Nah, we want a completely normal funeral. 380 00:31:06,999 --> 00:31:08,207 Sounds good. 381 00:31:09,749 --> 00:31:12,707 Do you have anything else? Is this okay with you? 382 00:31:17,624 --> 00:31:18,707 Yes? 383 00:31:20,249 --> 00:31:22,749 Good, then I'll finish it up for you. 384 00:31:22,916 --> 00:31:26,916 I'll show it to you one more time before we print it. 385 00:31:27,082 --> 00:31:29,290 Thank you. - You're welcome... 386 00:31:31,832 --> 00:31:35,290 Dad will carry the cross, then comes the pastor, 387 00:31:35,457 --> 00:31:37,790 then the coffins, and then you, Barbara. 388 00:31:39,707 --> 00:31:42,832 I and your parents will be in the second row. 389 00:31:42,999 --> 00:31:46,374 And then Heli's siblings. That's how we'll do it, right? 390 00:31:51,291 --> 00:31:54,332 One row behind them will be the uncles and aunts. 391 00:31:54,499 --> 00:31:57,165 We still need to line up the pallbearers. 392 00:31:57,332 --> 00:32:01,082 It's best to let our people handle that—they know how it's done. 393 00:32:01,666 --> 00:32:03,666 Then, when it comes to brewing... 394 00:32:32,874 --> 00:32:35,499 Are there actually any potential buyers for the house yet? 395 00:32:36,041 --> 00:32:37,124 Nah. 396 00:32:37,499 --> 00:32:39,749 But I'll post the listing online tomorrow. 397 00:32:41,082 --> 00:32:43,582 What, you haven't posted it online yet? 398 00:32:45,416 --> 00:32:46,582 Nah. 399 00:32:47,291 --> 00:32:48,707 I haven't had time. 400 00:32:48,874 --> 00:32:51,082 You've been meaning to do that for weeks now. 401 00:32:51,832 --> 00:32:54,582 Heli, you're inheriting a house from your aunt 402 00:32:54,749 --> 00:32:57,957 ...and you're just going to let it fall into disrepair? - No, I'm not. 403 00:32:58,124 --> 00:33:01,290 I'll post the listing online tomorrow— I just said so. 404 00:33:02,749 --> 00:33:05,082 I'll take care of the ad myself tomorrow. 405 00:33:05,249 --> 00:33:06,915 I told you, I'd do it. 406 00:33:07,082 --> 00:33:09,332 You've been talking about it for weeks, saying you'd do it. 407 00:33:09,499 --> 00:33:11,665 I don't know, what do you do all day? 408 00:33:11,832 --> 00:33:13,623 - What do I do all day? - Yeah. 409 00:33:14,791 --> 00:33:17,207 Do the kids take care of themselves, or what? 410 00:33:17,374 --> 00:33:19,915 Heli, they're in daycare all day. 411 00:33:20,082 --> 00:33:22,165 And who takes them there, who picks them up, 412 00:33:22,332 --> 00:33:24,332 who does the shopping, who does all that crap? 413 00:33:24,499 --> 00:33:26,832 Who's the stupid housewife? It's me. 414 00:33:27,166 --> 00:33:28,749 Yeah. 415 00:33:28,916 --> 00:33:31,582 But I don't know how anyone can just not care about everything like that. 416 00:33:31,749 --> 00:33:34,290 If you weren't working, I would've had time 417 00:33:34,457 --> 00:33:37,248 to apply to every circus in Europe. 418 00:33:37,416 --> 00:33:39,582 In Germany, I'd have more opportunities, 419 00:33:39,749 --> 00:33:42,124 in France, they'd take me right away. 420 00:33:42,291 --> 00:33:45,374 What are you talking about, France? You have two small children. 421 00:33:45,541 --> 00:33:47,207 And be glad that I work, okay? 422 00:33:47,374 --> 00:33:50,165 Be glad if I didn't work—are you serious? 423 00:33:50,416 --> 00:33:52,957 Is my job less important than yours now? 424 00:33:53,124 --> 00:33:55,249 Well, mine pays for all of this. 425 00:33:55,416 --> 00:33:58,166 Oh, thank you. 426 00:33:59,082 --> 00:34:00,998 That's just a fact. 427 00:34:02,707 --> 00:34:05,123 I'd also like to spend half the day at home 428 00:34:05,291 --> 00:34:08,124 getting inspired for some stage performances. 429 00:34:08,291 --> 00:34:11,249 Yeah, right, as if you could do that. 430 00:34:13,666 --> 00:34:14,874 Excuse me? 431 00:34:15,749 --> 00:34:17,874 Yeah, just be honest with yourself for once. 432 00:34:18,916 --> 00:34:21,541 You haven't been a real clown for a long time now. 433 00:34:25,457 --> 00:34:28,498 You entertain some patients at a hospital. 434 00:34:28,666 --> 00:34:30,624 - That's nice, but... - It's important 435 00:34:30,791 --> 00:34:32,374 and it's good work. 436 00:34:32,541 --> 00:34:35,124 That doesn't mean I'm not a real clown. 437 00:34:35,291 --> 00:34:38,416 You blow soap bubbles, play the ukulele—that's not art. 438 00:34:38,582 --> 00:34:40,540 It's a form of therapy and it's important, too, 439 00:34:40,707 --> 00:34:43,582 but it's not real art. I make real art. 440 00:34:43,749 --> 00:34:46,290 Exactly. Real art— And completely unpaid, too. 441 00:34:46,457 --> 00:34:47,957 - Come on. - Yeah. 442 00:34:48,707 --> 00:34:51,748 - You really sound just like my dad. - Yeah, 443 00:34:51,916 --> 00:34:54,666 maybe you should've listened to your dad more often. 444 00:34:54,832 --> 00:34:56,123 - Oh, really? - Yeah. 445 00:34:56,291 --> 00:34:57,791 Do you really think so? 446 00:34:58,416 --> 00:35:01,791 You know what would've happened, if I'd listened to my dad? 447 00:35:01,957 --> 00:35:04,582 I'd be a carpenter today at a home improvement store by the highway 448 00:35:04,749 --> 00:35:06,915 and if at some point I got so depressed, 449 00:35:07,082 --> 00:35:09,165 that I'd hang myself from the ceiling. 450 00:35:09,332 --> 00:35:10,707 Please, Heli. 451 00:35:11,541 --> 00:35:14,332 - Don't talk like that. - I'll talk however I want. 452 00:35:14,499 --> 00:35:17,124 Yeah, I just want you to sell the house 453 00:35:17,291 --> 00:35:19,666 so we can move out of this dump. 454 00:35:20,416 --> 00:35:22,499 Because you don't believe in me anymore. 455 00:35:22,666 --> 00:35:24,749 Please, Heli. 456 00:35:25,332 --> 00:35:26,832 Grow up. 457 00:35:26,999 --> 00:35:30,790 "Grow up." What's that supposed to mean? "Grow up." 458 00:35:30,957 --> 00:35:33,332 Do you think I care about being an adult? 459 00:35:33,499 --> 00:35:36,832 I'm a clown, for God's sake, I don't want to be an adult! 460 00:35:36,999 --> 00:35:38,707 What a stupid argument! 461 00:35:38,874 --> 00:35:40,332 Shh, keep it down a little, okay? 462 00:35:40,499 --> 00:35:42,374 "Grow up..." 463 00:35:42,541 --> 00:35:43,666 Heli, I think... 464 00:35:43,832 --> 00:35:46,707 You could have found someone else. 465 00:35:47,332 --> 00:35:49,123 Heli, there are dreams and there's reality. 466 00:35:49,291 --> 00:35:51,832 Some of your dreams didn't come true, 467 00:35:51,999 --> 00:35:53,749 but that's not such a big deal. 468 00:35:54,874 --> 00:35:57,749 And all your dreams have come true, or what? 469 00:35:57,916 --> 00:35:59,207 Yeah. 470 00:36:00,291 --> 00:36:03,499 Yeah, what? I have you, I have Thimo, I have Fini, 471 00:36:03,666 --> 00:36:05,457 I have a job that I like, 472 00:36:05,624 --> 00:36:07,582 what more could I possibly want from life? 473 00:36:07,749 --> 00:36:10,290 I don't want to be a clown in this shitty backwater, 474 00:36:10,457 --> 00:36:13,165 - in this shitty Austria! - So what are you going to do? 475 00:36:13,332 --> 00:36:15,415 - Do you want to go to France? - Yeah! 476 00:36:15,582 --> 00:36:18,290 You have to pay bills there, too! - Yeah. 477 00:36:19,416 --> 00:36:21,791 But there, you don't have to sell yourself out like you do. 478 00:36:27,374 --> 00:36:29,415 Heli, you can't do it. 479 00:36:31,749 --> 00:36:34,707 That's why the Red Noses didn't take you either. 480 00:36:34,874 --> 00:36:36,249 Because you can't do it. 481 00:36:45,541 --> 00:36:47,041 You know what? 482 00:36:47,832 --> 00:36:49,415 Lick my ass! 483 00:36:49,582 --> 00:36:51,957 Lick my ass with your bullshit! 484 00:36:53,916 --> 00:36:56,916 Lick my ass. 485 00:36:57,082 --> 00:36:58,665 Don't yell at me like that. 486 00:37:03,249 --> 00:37:05,290 Now you're going to pay for this. 487 00:37:13,582 --> 00:37:15,748 Are you crazy? 488 00:37:17,499 --> 00:37:20,124 Shh, shh, shh... 489 00:38:52,291 --> 00:38:54,707 Come here, you! 490 00:39:35,832 --> 00:39:37,457 "Dear friends, 491 00:39:37,624 --> 00:39:40,040 dear people, who have been standing by me so much 492 00:39:40,207 --> 00:39:44,415 with your words, messages, thoughts, and prayers these past few days. 493 00:39:47,124 --> 00:39:50,790 You're wondering what you can do for me in a situation like this. 494 00:39:51,916 --> 00:39:54,999 What you can say. How you can help. 495 00:39:57,457 --> 00:40:01,665 Your messages alone have helped me a lot, 496 00:40:01,832 --> 00:40:04,748 because the most important thing for me right now is to feel 497 00:40:04,916 --> 00:40:06,207 that I'm not alone. 498 00:40:06,749 --> 00:40:09,665 The fundraising campaigns that have been launched 499 00:40:09,832 --> 00:40:11,707 are also helping me a great deal in practical ways. 500 00:40:11,874 --> 00:40:14,540 Thank you so much—a thousand times over! 501 00:40:14,791 --> 00:40:16,416 It also helps me a lot 502 00:40:16,582 --> 00:40:20,207 to be able to share with you my experiences from the last few days." 503 00:40:26,207 --> 00:40:27,915 What are you doing? 504 00:40:30,874 --> 00:40:32,540 I'm writing a letter. 505 00:40:33,332 --> 00:40:35,290 To all my contacts. 506 00:40:36,832 --> 00:40:38,165 Okay. 507 00:40:39,874 --> 00:40:41,207 What are you writing? 508 00:40:46,666 --> 00:40:50,249 A little while ago, I felt Heli so strongly... 509 00:40:51,499 --> 00:40:52,874 ...I felt him. 510 00:40:53,166 --> 00:40:54,999 It was so... 511 00:40:56,624 --> 00:40:59,999 It wrapped itself around me like a cloak. 512 00:41:02,707 --> 00:41:06,082 It was so warm and it was so close. 513 00:41:06,791 --> 00:41:08,374 And he said something like... 514 00:41:09,457 --> 00:41:10,915 "Pachlowitsch, 515 00:41:11,707 --> 00:41:13,707 don't give a shit." 516 00:41:14,999 --> 00:41:16,499 "What's that supposed to mean? 517 00:41:16,666 --> 00:41:20,457 You have to be brave, you have to get out there, you have to..." 518 00:41:21,374 --> 00:41:22,874 So. You know? 519 00:41:26,541 --> 00:41:27,832 And I... 520 00:41:28,332 --> 00:41:29,498 want that, too. 521 00:41:29,666 --> 00:41:31,957 I want to laugh. And I'm laughing! 522 00:41:37,874 --> 00:41:38,999 Yes! 523 00:41:42,707 --> 00:41:45,832 - I love it when you laugh. - Me too. 524 00:41:46,457 --> 00:41:48,582 And Heli too, and the kids too, 525 00:41:48,749 --> 00:41:52,457 they want me to laugh too and for me to be happy. 526 00:41:54,457 --> 00:41:58,123 And not be sad all the time. 527 00:42:02,082 --> 00:42:05,457 "I want nothing to ever come between us. 528 00:42:05,624 --> 00:42:10,082 Whether it's fear, shame, taboos, grief, or whatever. 529 00:42:12,624 --> 00:42:17,124 I'm alive and I want to remain a part of a completely normal life. 530 00:42:18,916 --> 00:42:21,957 Don't be afraid to confront me with this life 531 00:42:22,124 --> 00:42:24,165 and to challenge me in the process. 532 00:42:25,999 --> 00:42:29,749 It feels so good to experience life in all its facets." 533 00:42:52,582 --> 00:42:57,082 Dear God, welcome Helmut and the children into your loving arms. 534 00:43:00,124 --> 00:43:04,624 Be the fulfillment of their longings and grant them new, eternal life, 535 00:43:06,874 --> 00:43:09,624 free from pain and sorrow, with You. 536 00:43:10,124 --> 00:43:13,040 We ask you to hear our prayer. 537 00:43:14,999 --> 00:43:16,665 Lord in Heaven, 538 00:43:16,832 --> 00:43:19,373 we ask you for comfort and hope 539 00:43:19,666 --> 00:43:21,749 after this terrible tragedy. 540 00:43:22,874 --> 00:43:25,999 Strengthen in all of us the faith 541 00:43:26,457 --> 00:43:27,915 that we will be reunited. 542 00:43:28,249 --> 00:43:31,165 We ask you to hear us. 543 00:43:49,082 --> 00:43:53,373 Dear friends, dear relatives, dear clowns, 544 00:43:54,082 --> 00:43:56,748 and dear strangers, who don't know me at all, 545 00:43:56,916 --> 00:43:59,541 but who have read my article in the newspaper: 546 00:44:00,416 --> 00:44:02,041 Thank you. 547 00:44:02,916 --> 00:44:04,999 Thank you all for coming 548 00:44:05,166 --> 00:44:09,124 to remember these three people together today. 549 00:44:11,416 --> 00:44:13,207 These three people were... 550 00:44:13,749 --> 00:44:15,665 anything but perfect. 551 00:44:18,124 --> 00:44:21,999 They weren't always kind, and they certainly weren't saints. 552 00:44:25,041 --> 00:44:28,166 But that's exactly why life was so wonderful with them. 553 00:44:29,374 --> 00:44:30,790 Right up until the end... 554 00:44:32,874 --> 00:44:34,707 and beyond. 555 00:44:38,499 --> 00:44:40,499 That's why I'd like us to... 556 00:44:40,666 --> 00:44:43,707 Today we're not just saying goodbye to them, but also celebrating them. 557 00:44:46,082 --> 00:44:48,332 Because I know that's what they would want. 558 00:44:50,791 --> 00:44:52,707 "Don't take it so seriously!" 559 00:44:52,874 --> 00:44:55,999 That's what Heli would say. 560 00:44:56,166 --> 00:45:00,291 Anyone who knows Heli knows that he takes this very seriously. 561 00:45:03,791 --> 00:45:05,207 That's why, um… 562 00:45:05,499 --> 00:45:06,915 we'd now like to… 563 00:45:07,707 --> 00:45:11,748 to get everyone in the mood for our party, play a song 564 00:45:11,916 --> 00:45:15,749 that Heli, Thimo, and Fini loved very much 565 00:45:15,916 --> 00:45:18,832 and always listened to really loud. 566 00:45:19,957 --> 00:45:24,457 If you'd like, you can picture a yellow clown bus, 567 00:45:25,707 --> 00:45:28,165 driving around the neighborhood, and... 568 00:45:28,749 --> 00:45:30,665 from which this song is coming. 569 00:45:44,666 --> 00:45:47,832 One, two, one, two, three, four. 570 00:47:43,624 --> 00:47:45,374 See you in a minute. 571 00:49:36,832 --> 00:49:39,832 - Hi, Angelika. - Hi, Barbara. 572 00:49:39,999 --> 00:49:42,374 I'm ready to get back to work. 573 00:49:42,874 --> 00:49:45,999 So I thought to myself, I'll just stop by today 574 00:49:46,166 --> 00:49:47,249 and tag along. 575 00:49:48,832 --> 00:49:50,582 Who's on duty today? 576 00:49:52,249 --> 00:49:53,290 Uh. 577 00:49:53,791 --> 00:49:55,666 Whatever! I'll see for myself anyway. 578 00:49:56,999 --> 00:49:58,082 Okay. 579 00:50:00,332 --> 00:50:02,123 Yeah? 580 00:50:05,124 --> 00:50:08,082 - Hi, Jan! - Hello, Barbara. 581 00:50:09,291 --> 00:50:11,499 I'm back! 582 00:50:12,166 --> 00:50:14,916 I'm ready to work again! 583 00:50:15,457 --> 00:50:17,873 - But you're on leave. - Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know, 584 00:50:18,041 --> 00:50:20,874 I thought I'd stop by and tag along for a bit. 585 00:50:21,041 --> 00:50:22,041 Whose turn is it today? 586 00:50:22,207 --> 00:50:24,582 - You can just stay home. - Yeah, I know, 587 00:50:24,749 --> 00:50:27,457 but I don't want to stay home anymore. 588 00:50:28,291 --> 00:50:30,541 I want to get out and go back to work. 589 00:50:31,707 --> 00:50:33,040 But... 590 00:50:33,582 --> 00:50:34,748 that... 591 00:50:35,374 --> 00:50:37,624 I don't think that's going to work, Barbara. 592 00:50:40,457 --> 00:50:41,915 Why? 593 00:50:43,291 --> 00:50:44,374 Well... 594 00:50:47,499 --> 00:50:50,207 You just buried your family last week. 595 00:50:54,749 --> 00:50:56,124 Yeah. 596 00:50:59,832 --> 00:51:03,248 But that was Barbara. 597 00:51:04,249 --> 00:51:07,749 And she wants... She wants to let everyone know 598 00:51:07,916 --> 00:51:10,874 that she was so happy that you were all there, 599 00:51:11,041 --> 00:51:12,957 really, it was so nice. 600 00:51:13,124 --> 00:51:15,082 Yeah, it was really nice, yeah. 601 00:51:17,499 --> 00:51:19,207 But, Barbara... 602 00:51:20,124 --> 00:51:22,249 I can't let you work with sick kids 603 00:51:22,416 --> 00:51:24,249 and their parents right now. 604 00:51:25,832 --> 00:51:26,998 Why not? 605 00:51:29,832 --> 00:51:33,582 They know about the accident and about you, and... 606 00:51:34,207 --> 00:51:36,707 because you published that letter... 607 00:51:36,874 --> 00:51:40,207 Oh, I see! Because I'm famous now, that's why. Oh, right. 608 00:51:42,707 --> 00:51:43,915 I see. 609 00:51:44,082 --> 00:51:46,540 Look, the... the people... 610 00:51:47,707 --> 00:51:50,082 Look, nobody sees the clown Heidi anymore. 611 00:51:52,916 --> 00:51:53,999 The people... 612 00:51:54,666 --> 00:51:57,624 - The people... - But I'm still here. 613 00:51:58,999 --> 00:52:02,790 Jan, I don't believe that people don't see me when I'm there. 614 00:52:02,957 --> 00:52:05,290 People now only see the woman 615 00:52:05,457 --> 00:52:07,332 who lost her family. 616 00:52:09,957 --> 00:52:13,790 You're on leave now, and we'll keep paying you 617 00:52:13,957 --> 00:52:16,873 for as long as you want, but that's not going to work anymore. 618 00:52:18,832 --> 00:52:19,957 Okay? 619 00:52:21,207 --> 00:52:22,540 I'm sorry. 620 00:52:49,749 --> 00:52:51,124 Happiness... 621 00:52:52,374 --> 00:52:54,749 What will my happiness be? 622 00:52:57,749 --> 00:53:01,749 What kind of happy woman is little Antigone supposed to become? 623 00:53:05,749 --> 00:53:08,124 What humiliations will I have to endure day after... 624 00:53:08,291 --> 00:53:11,749 Okay. Please start over from the beginning. 625 00:53:12,457 --> 00:53:15,457 When in life do you turn to luck? 626 00:53:16,499 --> 00:53:18,874 When? You have to know that. 627 00:53:19,457 --> 00:53:21,123 - Mhm. - Yeah? 628 00:53:21,291 --> 00:53:24,291 Because if you don't know what you're talking about, 629 00:53:24,457 --> 00:53:26,123 how am I supposed to know? 630 00:53:26,291 --> 00:53:28,874 - Okay. - Okay? Thanks. And please. 631 00:53:38,082 --> 00:53:39,457 Happiness... 632 00:53:41,624 --> 00:53:43,874 What will my happiness be? 633 00:53:45,999 --> 00:53:49,582 What kind of happy woman is little Antigone supposed to become? 634 00:53:54,124 --> 00:53:57,415 What humiliations will I have to endure day after day, 635 00:53:57,582 --> 00:54:01,082 to tear a tiny scrap of happiness from life with my teeth? 636 00:54:04,749 --> 00:54:06,749 Who will I lie to, 637 00:54:06,957 --> 00:54:10,415 who should I fake a smile at and who do I have to sell myself to? 638 00:54:13,041 --> 00:54:16,082 Who do I have to turn my back on and let die? 639 00:54:16,249 --> 00:54:18,415 No, I'm not quiet! 640 00:54:18,582 --> 00:54:21,207 - I'm in! - Yeah! Crazy! 641 00:54:23,291 --> 00:54:24,957 - Ciao. - Ciao. 642 00:55:17,124 --> 00:55:20,374 Look, Dad, he grabbed her butt. 643 00:55:27,166 --> 00:55:30,416 That's just not right! I mean... How dare he! 644 00:55:40,332 --> 00:55:42,290 Nah, I don't feel like dancing. 645 00:55:43,041 --> 00:55:44,416 Me, me! 646 00:55:58,707 --> 00:55:59,832 Yeah, okay. 647 00:56:59,666 --> 00:57:02,332 Bravo! Bravo! 648 00:57:05,291 --> 00:57:08,207 Phew, so I studied in Paris, and then 649 00:57:08,374 --> 00:57:11,165 specialized in New York and Bogotá. 650 00:57:11,332 --> 00:57:13,623 Then two years of mime training in London. 651 00:57:13,791 --> 00:57:16,457 And then there's the final exam 652 00:57:16,624 --> 00:57:18,457 to become a certified performer. Yeah. 653 00:57:18,624 --> 00:57:20,249 Wow. 654 00:57:20,624 --> 00:57:21,874 Well, 655 00:57:22,707 --> 00:57:25,707 you stand in front of the crowd and claim you're one, 656 00:57:25,874 --> 00:57:26,874 a clown. 657 00:57:28,332 --> 00:57:30,665 Okay, but how do you make that a career? 658 00:57:31,166 --> 00:57:32,666 You put a shoe there 659 00:57:32,832 --> 00:57:35,123 and hope that people will throw money in it. 660 00:57:40,416 --> 00:57:42,874 Are you looking for a partner, by any chance? 661 00:57:43,041 --> 00:57:46,207 I mean, for clowning, for performances. 662 00:57:46,374 --> 00:57:47,832 Oh, I see... 663 00:57:49,749 --> 00:57:52,582 Well, usually I do all that on my own. 664 00:57:52,749 --> 00:57:53,915 Okay, yeah. 665 00:57:54,082 --> 00:57:55,873 Well, wait a minute. 666 00:57:56,749 --> 00:58:00,790 I have a gig next month at a school in front of kids. 667 00:58:00,957 --> 00:58:03,415 Just goofing around a bit, to make some money. 668 00:58:03,582 --> 00:58:08,082 It's totally different from what I did before, but it's also fun and... 669 00:58:09,499 --> 00:58:13,290 I can totally see myself adding a second clown. 670 00:58:13,957 --> 00:58:15,540 - A female clown. - Really? 671 00:58:15,707 --> 00:58:17,373 Yeah. If you want. 672 00:58:17,541 --> 00:58:19,207 - Would you do that? - I'd totally love to! 673 00:58:19,374 --> 00:58:21,457 - Really? - Yeah, totally! 674 00:58:23,249 --> 00:58:25,582 - So if it's... - Yeah! Yeah, totally, but... 675 00:58:26,291 --> 00:58:28,874 We'll have to rehearse a lot, though. 676 00:58:29,041 --> 00:58:30,957 - I have time. - Really? 677 00:58:31,124 --> 00:58:33,165 - Plenty of time. - Okay, 678 00:58:33,999 --> 00:58:36,832 - then I'll give you my business card. - Okay, sounds good. 679 00:58:41,832 --> 00:58:43,415 Okay! 680 00:58:43,957 --> 00:58:46,707 Just give me a call— Here's my phone number. 681 00:58:46,874 --> 00:58:48,457 Okay, Waldemar. 682 00:58:48,624 --> 00:58:52,082 - Yeah, I'm actually Heli. - Barbara. 683 00:58:52,499 --> 00:58:55,832 Barbara. Hi, Barbara. - Nice to meet you. 684 00:58:56,374 --> 00:58:57,790 Me too. 685 00:58:58,416 --> 00:59:01,374 Yeah, well, see you... in a minute. 686 00:59:02,416 --> 00:59:03,749 See you in a minute. 687 00:59:52,999 --> 00:59:54,249 The door opens. 688 00:59:57,957 --> 00:59:59,123 Hi, Barbara. 689 00:59:59,582 --> 01:00:02,498 Glad you came after all. - Of course. 690 01:00:07,666 --> 01:00:12,166 - Say hi to Barbara? - Hi! 691 01:00:13,624 --> 01:00:17,957 Xaver—he made something. Show me what you made. 692 01:00:18,124 --> 01:00:21,499 Thimo and I built this together. 693 01:00:21,666 --> 01:00:22,791 Oh! 694 01:00:26,332 --> 01:00:29,082 You guys always liked to play with excavators, didn't you? 695 01:00:29,666 --> 01:00:30,791 Mhm. 696 01:00:30,957 --> 01:00:33,040 So this one's great, too. Thanks. 697 01:00:36,791 --> 01:00:39,249 Is that really true, 698 01:00:39,416 --> 01:00:42,124 that they were all thrown from the car? 699 01:00:42,499 --> 01:00:46,207 Yeah, that's right, they were all thrown from the car. 700 01:00:47,499 --> 01:00:49,040 Right, we were talking about that. 701 01:00:49,207 --> 01:00:50,207 That... 702 01:00:50,374 --> 01:00:51,832 was a terrible accident, 703 01:00:52,707 --> 01:00:54,165 the one that happened there. 704 01:00:59,874 --> 01:01:02,332 And what did you bring, Alex, what did you bring with you? 705 01:01:06,874 --> 01:01:08,582 Wow! 706 01:01:08,957 --> 01:01:11,415 That's a really nice drawing. 707 01:01:12,124 --> 01:01:13,540 What's in it? 708 01:01:13,707 --> 01:01:15,832 Fini and Thimo. 709 01:01:17,124 --> 01:01:19,624 - Fini and Thimo? - Yeah. 710 01:01:20,374 --> 01:01:21,707 On the rainbow? 711 01:01:22,041 --> 01:01:24,832 I dreamed about Fini, that she told me 712 01:01:24,999 --> 01:01:28,040 she's walking a little way with Thimo up the rainbow 713 01:01:28,207 --> 01:01:31,332 and then she slides back down. 714 01:01:32,666 --> 01:01:35,166 And why does Fini slide back down? 715 01:01:35,332 --> 01:01:37,457 Because she's so small. 716 01:01:40,041 --> 01:01:42,124 Can you show me that sometime? 717 01:01:46,291 --> 01:01:50,207 That looks really nice, Alex, you did a great job. 718 01:01:51,541 --> 01:01:54,124 You dreamed that Fini came back? 719 01:01:54,291 --> 01:01:55,374 Yes. 720 01:01:55,707 --> 01:01:59,540 That she's only halfway up the rainbow with Thimo 721 01:01:59,707 --> 01:02:01,540 - and then comes back again? - Mhm. 722 01:02:01,707 --> 01:02:04,582 Thanks, Alex, that's such a beautiful drawing. 723 01:02:05,624 --> 01:02:06,749 Thanks! 724 01:02:07,624 --> 01:02:09,332 You did a great job. 725 01:02:10,207 --> 01:02:13,165 And thanks for your story and the dream. 726 01:02:23,166 --> 01:02:26,291 Thanks, Alex, that's so sweet of you. 727 01:02:26,791 --> 01:02:28,749 Why is Barbara crying? 728 01:02:29,457 --> 01:02:31,873 I think so too, that she'll come back. 729 01:02:34,499 --> 01:02:38,082 I'm really happy about your dream and the drawing—thanks. 730 01:02:52,957 --> 01:02:54,498 Fini. 731 01:04:40,457 --> 01:04:42,332 - Hi. - Hello. 732 01:04:42,499 --> 01:04:44,207 - Tobi. - Barbara. 733 01:04:44,874 --> 01:04:46,457 Nice to meet you. 734 01:04:46,624 --> 01:04:47,999 Likewise. 735 01:04:48,957 --> 01:04:50,790 Are you here often? Or... 736 01:04:51,374 --> 01:04:53,249 Yeah, every now and then. 737 01:04:53,416 --> 01:04:56,291 It's just always Friday. You know how it is. Same old crap. 738 01:04:56,457 --> 01:04:58,832 It's packed, isn't it? Will we be able to get in tonight? 739 01:04:58,999 --> 01:05:00,207 Yeah, sure! 740 01:05:01,082 --> 01:05:03,165 The wait is worth it. 741 01:05:03,874 --> 01:05:05,915 Same old crap, but you know how it is. 742 01:05:06,082 --> 01:05:07,082 Okay. 743 01:05:08,166 --> 01:05:10,791 The smoke's rolling in inside. It's going to be an awesome night. 744 01:05:10,957 --> 01:05:12,290 Cool. 745 01:05:12,457 --> 01:05:14,832 - You look good. - Thanks, thanks. 746 01:05:17,374 --> 01:05:19,249 You, too. 747 01:05:19,416 --> 01:05:20,582 Thanks. 748 01:05:24,416 --> 01:05:26,541 Want to see my car? 749 01:05:42,124 --> 01:05:44,665 - Is that okay? - Damn mechanism. 750 01:05:50,332 --> 01:05:52,707 We don't need that. 751 01:05:52,874 --> 01:05:54,415 - I'm on birth control anyway. - Really? 752 01:05:54,582 --> 01:05:55,707 Yeah. 753 01:06:02,791 --> 01:06:04,374 Wait. 754 01:06:13,082 --> 01:06:14,915 Fuck! 755 01:06:17,207 --> 01:06:19,623 That's... not... 756 01:06:19,916 --> 01:06:22,374 Aaaah. 757 01:06:29,374 --> 01:06:31,124 It's okay. 758 01:06:37,582 --> 01:06:39,873 - It's no big deal, really. - Yeah. 759 01:06:41,541 --> 01:06:43,416 Ah, fuck, man. 760 01:06:49,874 --> 01:06:51,374 Yeah, it's fine. 761 01:06:53,832 --> 01:06:56,457 - Seriously, don't worry about it. - Yeah. 762 01:06:58,624 --> 01:07:00,165 - It happens. - Yeah. 763 01:07:00,874 --> 01:07:03,290 Yeah, let's just forget about it, okay? 764 01:07:04,207 --> 01:07:05,707 That's fine. 765 01:07:06,416 --> 01:07:07,666 Okay. 766 01:07:14,541 --> 01:07:16,374 Yeah, that's fine. I'm outta here. 767 01:07:16,541 --> 01:07:18,207 - I'm outta here, right? - That's fine. 768 01:07:18,374 --> 01:07:19,624 That's fine. 769 01:07:19,999 --> 01:07:21,915 That's fine. Yeah, ciao. - Ciao. 770 01:07:22,582 --> 01:07:24,290 - Ciao. - Okay... 771 01:07:24,874 --> 01:07:26,290 That's fine. 772 01:07:26,832 --> 01:07:28,457 - See ya, right? - Bye. 773 01:07:55,082 --> 01:07:57,082 Focus, balance. 774 01:07:57,249 --> 01:08:00,707 There. And then just shift your weight forward. Exactly, great. 775 01:08:00,874 --> 01:08:02,624 Yeah. Now you're standing. Okay... 776 01:08:02,791 --> 01:08:05,291 Now focus on any point. 777 01:08:05,457 --> 01:08:08,457 It can be me, but it doesn't have to be. It can also be the wall behind me. 778 01:08:08,624 --> 01:08:10,540 - And then I'll let you go. - Okay. 779 01:08:10,707 --> 01:08:12,123 - Watch out. - Yeah. 780 01:08:12,291 --> 01:08:13,291 Is that okay? 781 01:08:15,624 --> 01:08:17,082 Shit! 782 01:08:17,249 --> 01:08:18,249 That's fine. 783 01:08:18,416 --> 01:08:21,999 Look, it's really not about perfection—it's just about 784 01:08:22,166 --> 01:08:25,999 you making something of it. It's about surprising people. 785 01:08:26,166 --> 01:08:28,957 The fact that people have to laugh— That's the secret. 786 01:08:29,124 --> 01:08:31,415 I think it's also the performance effect. 787 01:08:32,041 --> 01:08:33,916 Yeah, it just makes me nervous. 788 01:08:34,832 --> 01:08:36,415 Okay, should I go out? 789 01:08:36,582 --> 01:08:38,832 - Turn around. - Turn around? Really? 790 01:08:38,999 --> 01:08:42,707 Yeah, I just need a moment alone... I mean, without you looking at me. 791 01:08:42,874 --> 01:08:45,332 Then I won't be able to catch you, right? 792 01:08:48,957 --> 01:08:50,040 Okay. 793 01:08:55,124 --> 01:08:57,249 Ah! I've got it! 794 01:08:59,082 --> 01:09:00,373 Wow! 795 01:09:00,832 --> 01:09:02,915 You're such a goofball! 796 01:09:03,082 --> 01:09:06,332 You're a natural! I'm going to call Roncalli right away, 797 01:09:06,499 --> 01:09:09,332 that's insane. Seriously! That's unbelievable! 798 01:09:10,416 --> 01:09:11,457 That's awesome. 799 01:09:11,624 --> 01:09:14,665 Now just toss it to me. I'll toss it back to you. 800 01:09:14,832 --> 01:09:16,540 Hey, heppa! Hop! 801 01:09:17,249 --> 01:09:20,457 The clown is the most unfinished character there is. 802 01:09:20,624 --> 01:09:24,832 For example, among the Sioux in North America, in that tribe. 803 01:09:25,166 --> 01:09:28,749 There's always been a clown figure there, too—the Heyoka. 804 01:09:28,916 --> 01:09:33,416 He always did the opposite of what was actually expected. 805 01:09:33,582 --> 01:09:35,665 For example, when it was insanely hot, 806 01:09:35,832 --> 01:09:37,957 he'd wrap himself in his blanket and freeze. 807 01:09:38,124 --> 01:09:40,874 When the chief wanted to attack another tribe, 808 01:09:41,041 --> 01:09:43,791 he'd smoke the peace pipe with that other tribe. 809 01:09:43,957 --> 01:09:46,623 And his role in this tribe was always just, 810 01:09:46,791 --> 01:09:49,791 to show people that there's always another way of looking at things. 811 01:09:49,957 --> 01:09:52,582 It's never perfect, there's never just one right answer. 812 01:09:54,749 --> 01:09:57,874 That sounds really, really cool, I have to say. 813 01:09:58,416 --> 01:10:00,916 And do you want to do that for the rest of your life? 814 01:10:02,124 --> 01:10:03,457 Yes. 815 01:10:04,499 --> 01:10:06,957 Definitely. For me, there's nothing else. 816 01:10:08,207 --> 01:10:09,790 I mean, it's just... 817 01:10:10,707 --> 01:10:12,332 Being a clown... 818 01:10:12,499 --> 01:10:15,082 I don't know, compared to acting, 819 01:10:15,832 --> 01:10:19,748 what makes it special is that you work on a character your whole life. 820 01:10:21,207 --> 01:10:23,373 And no matter what happens to you in life, 821 01:10:23,541 --> 01:10:25,666 All of that goes into this character. 822 01:10:25,832 --> 01:10:28,123 And it gets better every year. 823 01:10:28,707 --> 01:10:31,540 And that's why old clowns are so fascinating. 824 01:10:31,874 --> 01:10:34,582 Because when you look an old clown in the eyes, 825 01:10:34,749 --> 01:10:36,707 you see his whole life. 826 01:10:39,541 --> 01:10:41,832 That's actually kind of my dream, 827 01:10:43,291 --> 01:10:45,541 that one day I'll be an old clown like that. 828 01:11:07,207 --> 01:11:08,582 The second point: 829 01:11:08,749 --> 01:11:11,999 You must be in a heteronormative relationship. 830 01:11:12,166 --> 01:11:14,957 So you must be in a healthy relationship with a man 831 01:11:15,124 --> 01:11:17,540 and unsuccessful at natural mating. 832 01:11:17,707 --> 01:11:20,498 Married or in a marriage-like cohabitation 833 01:11:20,666 --> 01:11:23,207 and willing to raise a child. 834 01:11:23,874 --> 01:11:26,249 But if I were in a relationship, 835 01:11:26,416 --> 01:11:28,957 then I wouldn't need artificial insemination. 836 01:11:29,124 --> 01:11:30,624 Yes, I understand that 837 01:11:30,791 --> 01:11:34,124 but we're only allowed to help couples who want to have children. 838 01:11:36,791 --> 01:11:39,249 Okay... 839 01:11:40,874 --> 01:11:41,915 Uh... 840 01:11:42,082 --> 01:11:44,665 The only option I'd have now would be 841 01:11:44,832 --> 01:11:47,290 to let some guy get me pregnant? 842 01:11:47,916 --> 01:11:50,416 Ms. Pachl-Eberhardt, the law in Austria 843 01:11:50,582 --> 01:11:53,873 clearly disadvantages single women who want to have children. 844 01:11:54,041 --> 01:11:56,999 That's not fair, and there are countries that handle it differently... 845 01:11:57,166 --> 01:11:58,791 That can't be right. 846 01:11:58,957 --> 01:12:02,623 ...but we can't put ourselves above the law. I'm sorry. 847 01:12:02,791 --> 01:12:04,249 Yeah, okay... 848 01:12:05,582 --> 01:12:07,457 - Thanks. - Goodbye. 849 01:12:10,124 --> 01:12:12,165 You don't have to check up on me. 850 01:12:13,124 --> 01:12:15,582 Yes, Babsi. I do. 851 01:12:18,249 --> 01:12:19,999 I was really worried. 852 01:12:20,707 --> 01:12:22,415 You don't have to be. 853 01:12:23,457 --> 01:12:25,665 - I don't have to? - No. 854 01:12:26,999 --> 01:12:31,374 Yeah, it would still be kind of cool if you'd stay reachable. 855 01:12:32,041 --> 01:12:33,249 Okay. 856 01:12:34,624 --> 01:12:36,040 - Okay? - Okay. 857 01:12:37,249 --> 01:12:39,124 - Okay. - Okay. Yeah. 858 01:12:51,416 --> 01:12:53,457 What are you wearing, anyway? 859 01:12:54,791 --> 01:12:56,082 Were you out? 860 01:12:57,416 --> 01:12:59,374 I was at the club. 861 01:13:01,082 --> 01:13:03,998 - At the club? - Yeah. 862 01:13:05,457 --> 01:13:06,748 I... 863 01:13:08,291 --> 01:13:11,082 - Am I not allowed to do that? - Sure. 864 01:13:12,791 --> 01:13:15,457 Yeah, I was just... I... 865 01:13:16,291 --> 01:13:18,541 I wanted to hang out with people a little bit 866 01:13:18,707 --> 01:13:21,832 and I wanted to take my mind off things a little. That's why. 867 01:13:22,541 --> 01:13:23,582 Yeah... 868 01:13:25,041 --> 01:13:27,332 You can take me along next time. 869 01:13:27,499 --> 01:13:29,749 Sorry, next time I'll let you know. 870 01:13:29,916 --> 01:13:31,874 - Please. - Let's go dancing. 871 01:13:32,832 --> 01:13:34,790 Then I'll do the worm again. - Mhm. 872 01:13:37,999 --> 01:13:39,749 That'd be nice. 873 01:13:40,624 --> 01:13:42,249 Kind of like the old days. 874 01:13:46,499 --> 01:13:48,207 But you know, 875 01:13:48,374 --> 01:13:51,332 if you're feeling like hanging out with people again, then... 876 01:13:52,666 --> 01:13:55,374 Hannes and I were thinking of going out to eat next week 877 01:13:55,541 --> 01:13:56,916 with a friend of his. 878 01:13:57,541 --> 01:13:59,957 Friedrich—he's an actor. 879 01:14:01,124 --> 01:14:02,915 Maybe you'd like to come along. 880 01:14:03,082 --> 01:14:04,582 Friedrich—what's his last name again? 881 01:14:04,749 --> 01:14:08,165 Friedrich Rauch. You might know him from TV. 882 01:14:08,332 --> 01:14:10,623 He's really adorable. He… 883 01:14:11,499 --> 01:14:13,707 I think he'd like to meet you. 884 01:14:13,874 --> 01:14:15,082 Ah. 885 01:14:16,541 --> 01:14:17,582 Yeah. 886 01:15:01,166 --> 01:15:03,082 Sabine told me 887 01:15:03,249 --> 01:15:05,374 that you'd like to meet me. 888 01:15:05,541 --> 01:15:07,499 - You did? - Yeah... 889 01:15:08,124 --> 01:15:12,415 Yeah... no... well, yes. Actually, yes. 890 01:15:14,166 --> 01:15:16,582 I read your letter and... 891 01:15:17,582 --> 01:15:22,082 I've never read anything that really moved me like that. 892 01:15:22,541 --> 01:15:24,666 It made me cry. It was... 893 01:15:25,832 --> 01:15:27,957 It really got me thinking. 894 01:15:31,082 --> 01:15:33,415 - So... - And what were you thinking about? 895 01:15:33,957 --> 01:15:37,457 Well, I've also been on my own journeys. 896 01:15:37,624 --> 01:15:39,415 Spiritual ones, too. 897 01:15:40,124 --> 01:15:42,040 Reiki and... 898 01:15:43,999 --> 01:15:46,290 the Meridial Technique, 899 01:15:46,749 --> 01:15:48,165 Tantra, right? 900 01:15:48,332 --> 01:15:50,540 Because I've been wondering my whole life, 901 01:15:50,707 --> 01:15:54,373 what is actually the worst thing that can happen to us humans. 902 01:15:54,541 --> 01:15:56,666 And I believe it's loneliness. 903 01:15:56,832 --> 01:15:58,165 Being abandoned. 904 01:15:58,332 --> 01:16:01,457 When you look around and your loved ones are no longer there. 905 01:16:01,624 --> 01:16:04,874 I've always wondered, how can you manage... 906 01:16:05,749 --> 01:16:09,915 truly cope with it? So that you don't become an alcoholic, or… 907 01:16:11,082 --> 01:16:12,832 Drugs, suicide… 908 01:16:13,374 --> 01:16:14,832 And… 909 01:16:15,374 --> 01:16:17,457 then I read your letter, 910 01:16:18,207 --> 01:16:20,457 how you write about what you've experienced 911 01:16:20,624 --> 01:16:22,790 and how you deal with it. 912 01:16:22,957 --> 01:16:25,540 I'm also grateful that you shared your story 913 01:16:25,707 --> 01:16:28,332 with the public. That's... 914 01:16:29,124 --> 01:16:33,582 The whole public thing— It was actually a bit unintentional. 915 01:16:33,749 --> 01:16:35,915 - Oh, really? - Yeah, I actually just wanted to 916 01:16:36,082 --> 01:16:39,290 send the letter to my friends, so to everyone in my contacts. 917 01:16:39,457 --> 01:16:41,748 And there just happened to be a journalist among them, 918 01:16:41,916 --> 01:16:45,624 who then asked me if she could publish it. 919 01:16:45,791 --> 01:16:47,916 I kind of regret it a little bit now, but... 920 01:16:48,082 --> 01:16:51,873 Anyway, no matter how it happened, but really, um... 921 01:16:52,041 --> 01:16:53,707 Thank you, 922 01:16:53,874 --> 01:16:57,207 that you share your pain with the world, yeah. Because... 923 01:16:58,874 --> 01:17:00,624 it helps. 924 01:17:01,332 --> 01:17:04,748 It helps me, too, to deal with my own pain, right? 925 01:17:06,957 --> 01:17:08,873 What kind of pain? 926 01:17:11,957 --> 01:17:15,457 Well, I've also gone through, uh, some... 927 01:17:16,207 --> 01:17:18,582 the darkness, so to speak. 928 01:17:18,749 --> 01:17:23,249 Professionally, too. I've played murderers and rapists. 929 01:17:23,457 --> 01:17:25,207 I mean, really... um... 930 01:17:26,166 --> 01:17:29,374 Art and pain—that's really... 931 01:17:30,082 --> 01:17:32,040 just very, well... 932 01:17:34,832 --> 01:17:36,748 Somehow, they go together. 933 01:17:36,916 --> 01:17:39,416 Should we pick something to eat? 934 01:17:39,582 --> 01:17:42,623 Yeah, sure, food. 935 01:17:47,166 --> 01:17:48,749 So, Friedrich, 936 01:17:48,916 --> 01:17:52,291 what's it like being a famous TV doctor? 937 01:17:53,124 --> 01:17:56,957 - Do people often come up to you? - Yeah, it happens all the time. 938 01:17:57,124 --> 01:17:59,249 Do they call you "Doctor"? 939 01:17:59,624 --> 01:18:04,082 That happens, too. Just the other day, right there in the supermarket, 940 01:18:04,249 --> 01:18:08,040 a nice woman approached me and asked about a rash. 941 01:18:08,207 --> 01:18:09,665 What? 942 01:18:09,832 --> 01:18:12,957 So, did you prescribe her something? 943 01:18:13,666 --> 01:18:16,624 Yes. A strict diet, no TV. 944 01:18:18,916 --> 01:18:20,541 I really think it's great 945 01:18:20,707 --> 01:18:23,790 that I can help you with your acting-related pain. 946 01:18:29,749 --> 01:18:32,165 At least that meant it was good for something. 947 01:18:33,624 --> 01:18:36,207 Babsi, he didn't mean it that way. 948 01:18:36,374 --> 01:18:37,540 I know. 949 01:18:37,707 --> 01:18:40,207 I can't do this right now. 950 01:18:40,374 --> 01:18:41,874 Babsi, wait! 951 01:18:47,999 --> 01:18:49,832 Babsi, please wait. 952 01:18:49,999 --> 01:18:52,207 No, it's fine, Sabine. 953 01:18:52,374 --> 01:18:55,624 Please don't go. It was just a stupid idea. 954 01:18:56,874 --> 01:19:00,540 - Come on, I can drive you home, too. - No, Sabine, I'm fine. 955 01:19:00,707 --> 01:19:01,748 Really, 956 01:19:02,041 --> 01:19:03,332 I'm fine. - Babsi... 957 01:19:04,082 --> 01:19:06,248 He didn't mean it that way. 958 01:19:06,499 --> 01:19:09,332 He… he gets nervous sometimes and then he acts weird, 959 01:19:09,499 --> 01:19:11,415 he's just an actor, but… 960 01:19:11,582 --> 01:19:12,915 I know. 961 01:19:17,957 --> 01:19:20,207 Sabine, she wants to go back. 962 01:19:21,999 --> 01:19:23,540 What? 963 01:19:24,666 --> 01:19:26,124 Who? 964 01:19:28,791 --> 01:19:31,124 Babsi, what do you mean by that? 965 01:19:31,874 --> 01:19:34,624 I really have to... I have to go to bed. 966 01:19:34,791 --> 01:19:37,332 - I can give you a ride. - No, it's fine. 967 01:20:21,541 --> 01:20:23,541 Yes, Mom's taking a shower! 968 01:20:25,666 --> 01:20:28,832 It feels so good, the water on my skin! 969 01:20:31,041 --> 01:20:32,749 Don't splash! 970 01:20:32,916 --> 01:20:34,582 Please don't splash me! 971 01:20:35,041 --> 01:20:37,832 Well, that's outrageous! 972 01:20:37,999 --> 01:20:39,540 That can't be right! 973 01:20:40,166 --> 01:20:41,624 Oh, that feels so good. 974 01:20:41,791 --> 01:20:44,374 Why is there so much grass in here? 975 01:20:44,541 --> 01:20:47,999 Because it's a meadow bath. 976 01:20:49,332 --> 01:20:50,915 Ah, there's someone in there with Dad. 977 01:20:55,541 --> 01:20:58,124 Did you splash yourself? 978 01:20:59,749 --> 01:21:02,624 Not me! 979 01:21:14,041 --> 01:21:17,207 Why is he laughing like that? Shall we give you a shower? 980 01:21:34,374 --> 01:21:35,749 What...? 981 01:21:39,874 --> 01:21:41,540 Yes, Mom's taking a shower! 982 01:21:43,457 --> 01:21:46,832 It feels so good, the water on my skin! 983 01:21:53,082 --> 01:21:56,332 Well, that's outrageous! 984 01:22:09,166 --> 01:22:11,499 What else can you blow up with that? 985 01:22:11,666 --> 01:22:13,624 Not in your mouth! 986 01:22:20,332 --> 01:22:22,957 I'm not a balloon, 987 01:22:23,124 --> 01:22:24,749 why are you doing this to me? 988 01:22:24,916 --> 01:22:27,124 But you sound like one. 989 01:22:27,291 --> 01:22:29,457 I think I need to inflate you some more. 990 01:22:29,624 --> 01:22:32,415 - M-m! - Yeah, you're a little flat. 991 01:22:32,582 --> 01:22:37,082 - Stop. - No, no. Aaah! Oh, oh, oh... 992 01:22:40,124 --> 01:22:42,165 Pump me up some more! 993 01:22:49,957 --> 01:22:52,123 I want to be a clown. 994 01:22:52,291 --> 01:22:54,249 - Really? - Yes! 995 01:22:54,874 --> 01:22:57,707 Yeah. I mean, you're already one, but... 996 01:22:58,416 --> 01:23:00,541 How do I do that? 997 01:23:00,707 --> 01:23:03,957 You have to find your character. 998 01:23:04,499 --> 01:23:06,540 What kind of clown would you like to be? 999 01:23:07,999 --> 01:23:10,040 Um, what kind of clown? 1000 01:23:10,207 --> 01:23:11,373 I don't know. What... 1001 01:23:11,541 --> 01:23:14,124 Yeah, what... What can your clown do? 1002 01:23:15,374 --> 01:23:18,165 Maybe he can... 1003 01:23:20,457 --> 01:23:22,623 What can he do? 1004 01:23:23,124 --> 01:23:26,415 Speak a little Swiss German? 1005 01:23:26,582 --> 01:23:29,665 - Maybe? Yeah? - Yeah, that's great. 1006 01:23:29,832 --> 01:23:32,332 - Is that enough? - That's… That's great. 1007 01:23:33,041 --> 01:23:34,416 All right, then. 1008 01:23:39,249 --> 01:23:42,207 So, this is where we put the boxes. That's perfect. 1009 01:23:42,541 --> 01:23:43,832 Good. 1010 01:23:47,374 --> 01:23:48,832 Come on in. 1011 01:23:48,999 --> 01:23:52,290 - You don't lock up? - Oh, what's there to steal anyway? 1012 01:23:52,457 --> 01:23:54,290 My clown shoes, size 91? 1013 01:23:56,332 --> 01:23:58,290 This is the living room. 1014 01:23:58,957 --> 01:24:00,457 Over there is the kitchen. 1015 01:24:00,624 --> 01:24:04,582 From there, you have a view of the Graz skyline. 1016 01:24:04,749 --> 01:24:06,582 Awesome. Impressive. 1017 01:24:06,749 --> 01:24:09,790 And back there— That's my spa area. 1018 01:24:09,957 --> 01:24:12,873 As you can see, that's Wuzel's kingdom. 1019 01:24:13,374 --> 01:24:15,665 Back there is the bathroom. 1020 01:24:16,124 --> 01:24:17,249 And that over there... 1021 01:24:19,916 --> 01:24:21,624 is the kids' room. 1022 01:24:21,874 --> 01:24:22,999 Oh, right. 1023 01:24:23,249 --> 01:24:24,790 Yeah, nice. 1024 01:24:24,957 --> 01:24:28,498 But if we want more than one child, it's going to get a little cramped. 1025 01:24:30,541 --> 01:24:32,332 That was a joke. 1026 01:24:32,916 --> 01:24:36,416 - How many kids do you want to have? - No, I don't even know, 1027 01:24:36,582 --> 01:24:38,832 whether I want kids. That was a dumb joke. 1028 01:24:39,707 --> 01:24:41,665 Actually, I'd love to have five. 1029 01:24:41,832 --> 01:24:43,998 What on earth would you do with five kids? 1030 01:24:44,499 --> 01:24:47,415 I have five favorite names. I'd love to give them out. 1031 01:24:47,582 --> 01:24:48,873 What are they? 1032 01:24:49,041 --> 01:24:51,499 Paul, Maja, Valentina, Rudolf, and Moritz. 1033 01:24:53,999 --> 01:24:55,999 Well then, let's get started, shall we? 1034 01:24:57,541 --> 01:24:59,041 With what? 1035 01:24:59,457 --> 01:25:00,498 Hmm... 1036 01:25:00,916 --> 01:25:02,582 Well, with Paul. 1037 01:25:15,124 --> 01:25:16,874 Should we go to the bedroom? 1038 01:25:17,041 --> 01:25:19,291 Oh, right, back there—the sofa, right? - Yeah. 1039 01:25:55,874 --> 01:25:57,499 Barbara? 1040 01:25:57,666 --> 01:25:59,582 Sorry. Oh God. 1041 01:25:59,916 --> 01:26:03,041 I didn't mean to scare you. What—what are you doing there? 1042 01:26:03,207 --> 01:26:05,748 I... um... 1043 01:26:08,332 --> 01:26:12,123 The way I acted that evening and what I said—yes, 1044 01:26:12,291 --> 01:26:15,166 that I took your letter and what you went through, 1045 01:26:15,332 --> 01:26:17,207 and applied it to myself. 1046 01:26:18,041 --> 01:26:20,166 And what I said about the pain. 1047 01:26:22,749 --> 01:26:24,624 I really feel terrible about it 1048 01:26:24,791 --> 01:26:27,541 and it wasn't right and it was stupid and... 1049 01:26:30,582 --> 01:26:32,540 I want to apologize for that. 1050 01:26:33,791 --> 01:26:35,582 I'm sorry. Really. 1051 01:26:50,791 --> 01:26:51,832 Okay. 1052 01:27:05,707 --> 01:27:07,207 Yeah, okay. 1053 01:27:12,582 --> 01:27:13,790 Yep... 1054 01:27:14,041 --> 01:27:15,332 Almost. 1055 01:27:35,416 --> 01:27:36,957 Ugh! God. 1056 01:27:39,666 --> 01:27:42,332 Doesn't the Alpine doctor have to chop wood? 1057 01:27:42,666 --> 01:27:45,291 No, my office has radiant floor heating. 1058 01:27:45,457 --> 01:27:46,707 Aaah! 1059 01:27:47,707 --> 01:27:49,998 Do you do that all day? 1060 01:27:50,624 --> 01:27:52,499 Yeah, who else? 1061 01:28:15,707 --> 01:28:17,748 You have two kids, right? 1062 01:28:18,916 --> 01:28:19,999 Yeah. 1063 01:28:20,541 --> 01:28:21,874 Two boys. 1064 01:28:22,374 --> 01:28:24,040 How old? 1065 01:28:24,207 --> 01:28:26,082 Twelve and fifteen. 1066 01:28:29,207 --> 01:28:31,665 And what's it like— I mean, how do you handle it? 1067 01:28:33,374 --> 01:28:36,457 - What do you mean? - Well, do you see them often? 1068 01:28:40,624 --> 01:28:42,082 No. 1069 01:28:50,332 --> 01:28:52,248 I'm sorry to hear that. 1070 01:29:03,916 --> 01:29:06,207 And would you want to have more kids? 1071 01:29:07,874 --> 01:29:11,415 I mean, if you were to meet someone new, or something like that. 1072 01:29:16,249 --> 01:29:17,749 I don't know. 1073 01:29:17,916 --> 01:29:20,124 I haven't thought about it yet. 1074 01:29:27,874 --> 01:29:29,207 What about you? 1075 01:29:30,916 --> 01:29:32,999 Do you want to have kids again? 1076 01:29:43,374 --> 01:29:44,915 Yes. 1077 01:29:55,082 --> 01:29:56,665 Thanks. 1078 01:30:01,166 --> 01:30:03,957 Bring some wood here for the stove. Thanks. 1079 01:30:05,916 --> 01:30:08,332 - Would you like some tea? - Yes, please. 1080 01:30:37,666 --> 01:30:39,582 You have a nice place here. 1081 01:30:40,374 --> 01:30:41,915 Thanks. 1082 01:31:12,457 --> 01:31:14,207 Hello. 1083 01:31:18,457 --> 01:31:20,123 Wow. Hi. 1084 01:31:21,374 --> 01:31:24,790 Hello, Barbara told me 1085 01:31:24,957 --> 01:31:27,998 that you'd like to meet Heidi. 1086 01:31:28,166 --> 01:31:30,124 Oh yes, I'd love to, absolutely. 1087 01:31:31,457 --> 01:31:32,957 Yes, 1088 01:31:33,124 --> 01:31:36,832 here she is, Heidi Appenzeller. 1089 01:31:37,749 --> 01:31:40,374 Friedrich Rauch, my name. 1090 01:31:40,541 --> 01:31:42,374 Oh, no! 1091 01:31:42,541 --> 01:31:45,249 You're—you're the one! 1092 01:31:45,416 --> 01:31:48,249 Yes, you're the one, the, the, the doctor, 1093 01:31:48,416 --> 01:31:50,791 the one up on the mountain! 1094 01:31:51,916 --> 01:31:54,916 - That was me. - The Mountain... No, 1095 01:31:55,082 --> 01:31:58,998 the Alpine Doctor! The Alpine Physician! 1096 01:31:59,957 --> 01:32:01,957 What... I... 1097 01:32:05,666 --> 01:32:08,249 I can't believe it, 1098 01:32:09,666 --> 01:32:13,332 the Alpine Physician right here in my house! 1099 01:32:13,499 --> 01:32:16,124 Off duty—the office is closed. 1100 01:32:16,291 --> 01:32:19,916 - Is the office closed? - I turned in my license. 1101 01:32:23,082 --> 01:32:26,123 That's too bad, though, because, 1102 01:32:26,291 --> 01:32:28,166 you see, 1103 01:32:29,249 --> 01:32:31,874 I actually need to see a doctor. 1104 01:32:32,041 --> 01:32:33,582 Oh dear. - Yeah... 1105 01:32:33,749 --> 01:32:35,540 Oh dear. - Yeah! 1106 01:32:35,707 --> 01:32:39,582 You see, I've actually had this for a few days now, 1107 01:32:39,749 --> 01:32:41,707 almost weeks, 1108 01:32:41,874 --> 01:32:44,499 I've had this pain in my chest. 1109 01:32:44,666 --> 01:32:46,207 I'm sorry. 1110 01:32:46,916 --> 01:32:49,374 Oh! Now it's hit me again. 1111 01:32:49,541 --> 01:32:52,874 It really is—it's terrible, it's such a sharp pain. 1112 01:32:53,041 --> 01:32:54,707 In the morning, at noon, and in the evening! 1113 01:32:54,874 --> 01:32:57,957 Sometimes in the afternoon, too, in between, while I'm having coffee. 1114 01:32:58,249 --> 01:33:01,915 Yeah, it really stings right here. 1115 01:33:03,249 --> 01:33:06,749 Uh! I really think... 1116 01:33:07,624 --> 01:33:10,624 I think you have to help me, Doctor! 1117 01:33:12,249 --> 01:33:15,832 But you did take that oath, didn't you? 1118 01:33:16,707 --> 01:33:20,623 You're just a lukewarm, half-baked doctor, aren't you? 1119 01:33:23,707 --> 01:33:27,123 I'm really almost dying here! 1120 01:33:32,124 --> 01:33:34,624 Yes, Mrs. Appenzeller, hello. 1121 01:33:34,791 --> 01:33:36,041 It's a pleasure to see you. 1122 01:33:36,749 --> 01:33:38,207 Nice to see you. 1123 01:33:38,374 --> 01:33:40,290 Lovely, lovely, lovely. 1124 01:33:40,541 --> 01:33:45,041 - Ooooh! Thank you, Alpine Doctor. - I was already on my way 1125 01:33:45,291 --> 01:33:48,624 out of the office, but I always have time for you. 1126 01:33:49,124 --> 01:33:51,540 Please, come on in to the lovely parlor. 1127 01:33:51,707 --> 01:33:53,040 Thank you. 1128 01:33:53,999 --> 01:33:57,749 Oh, what a beautiful office. 1129 01:33:58,832 --> 01:34:01,332 Where does it hurt, Ms. Appenzeller? 1130 01:34:01,791 --> 01:34:02,916 Well... 1131 01:34:04,332 --> 01:34:05,748 Right there. - Hmm. 1132 01:34:08,166 --> 01:34:11,791 - May I listen to your chest? - Of course. 1133 01:34:13,624 --> 01:34:15,707 It really is a stabbing pain. 1134 01:34:15,874 --> 01:34:19,290 Please stop talking for a moment, and take a deep breath. 1135 01:34:21,832 --> 01:34:23,790 Mhm. Cough. 1136 01:34:28,332 --> 01:34:29,498 Like that? 1137 01:34:30,416 --> 01:34:31,624 Wonderful. 1138 01:34:31,791 --> 01:34:34,582 Everything looks perfectly normal. What's wrong with me— 1139 01:34:34,749 --> 01:34:36,540 what's wrong with me, Doctor? 1140 01:34:37,582 --> 01:34:39,873 And here's your heart rhythm, too. 1141 01:34:40,332 --> 01:34:41,748 Yes, right there. 1142 01:34:41,916 --> 01:34:43,124 Wonderful. 1143 01:34:43,291 --> 01:34:45,249 Everything's perfectly normal. 1144 01:34:46,124 --> 01:34:50,040 But I don't feel that way. Something's not right. 1145 01:34:54,749 --> 01:34:56,457 Can you feel that? 1146 01:34:57,832 --> 01:34:59,165 There. 1147 01:34:59,749 --> 01:35:01,124 No. 1148 01:35:12,541 --> 01:35:13,957 Barbara... 1149 01:35:19,291 --> 01:35:21,624 I don't think that's a good idea, is it? 1150 01:35:28,541 --> 01:35:30,874 What do you want from me? 1151 01:35:38,291 --> 01:35:40,166 I just think... 1152 01:35:41,666 --> 01:35:43,624 No, seriously... 1153 01:35:45,124 --> 01:35:47,040 What, what do you want? 1154 01:35:53,541 --> 01:35:56,207 Now you're at a loss for words, or what? 1155 01:35:56,374 --> 01:35:57,957 You're usually pretty chatty. 1156 01:36:03,082 --> 01:36:05,873 - It's better if I go, right? - Yeah. 1157 01:36:07,666 --> 01:36:09,291 Barbara, I can stay, too. 1158 01:36:09,457 --> 01:36:11,707 No, go. I don't have any time to waste. 1159 01:36:12,041 --> 01:36:13,457 Okay. Then... 1160 01:36:55,499 --> 01:36:57,665 I love our wedding rings. 1161 01:36:58,124 --> 01:36:59,749 Mhm. 1162 01:37:10,582 --> 01:37:13,165 I'm so proud of you, Pachlowitsch. 1163 01:37:14,291 --> 01:37:15,749 I think... 1164 01:37:16,832 --> 01:37:20,082 you're going to be the best mom in all of Eastern Styria. 1165 01:37:25,082 --> 01:37:26,998 And you're the best dad. 1166 01:37:30,332 --> 01:37:32,790 - What about me? - You, too! 1167 01:37:32,957 --> 01:37:34,248 Thanks, Mom. 1168 01:37:40,999 --> 01:37:43,290 Happy anniversary! 1169 01:37:44,666 --> 01:37:46,166 No! 1170 01:37:48,457 --> 01:37:50,040 Are you guys crazy? 1171 01:37:51,207 --> 01:37:53,957 - How nice! - They're so dumb! 1172 01:37:55,499 --> 01:37:57,707 I'm actually really good at riding a unicycle. 1173 01:37:57,874 --> 01:37:58,957 Really? 1174 01:38:00,999 --> 01:38:03,874 I'm the Giant Caterpillar. 1175 01:39:10,666 --> 01:39:12,207 Hi, Friedrich. 1176 01:39:12,791 --> 01:39:14,541 Hi, Barbara. 1177 01:39:14,874 --> 01:39:18,540 I just wanted to check in and see how you're doing. 1178 01:39:21,124 --> 01:39:23,207 Ah… Good. 1179 01:39:26,999 --> 01:39:28,040 And you? 1180 01:39:28,582 --> 01:39:30,207 Me too. I'm good, too. 1181 01:39:30,874 --> 01:39:33,832 Yeah... I just wanted to check in again. 1182 01:39:35,124 --> 01:39:36,707 I'm... 1183 01:39:38,624 --> 01:39:40,707 I'm spending a lot of time alone right now. 1184 01:39:41,291 --> 01:39:42,541 Yeah... 1185 01:39:43,541 --> 01:39:45,999 I feel a little lonely, too. 1186 01:39:50,457 --> 01:39:53,165 - It's not so great. - Yeah. 1187 01:39:56,166 --> 01:39:57,499 Do you need anything? 1188 01:39:57,999 --> 01:39:59,082 Well... 1189 01:39:59,832 --> 01:40:03,123 Maybe some firewood? 1190 01:40:03,291 --> 01:40:04,457 What? 1191 01:40:05,374 --> 01:40:07,957 If you need anything— Firewood, maybe? 1192 01:40:10,999 --> 01:40:13,665 Um, yeah. I could always use some. 1193 01:40:42,041 --> 01:40:44,374 Hey. 1194 01:40:44,541 --> 01:40:45,707 Hey. 1195 01:40:57,124 --> 01:40:59,957 - Over there, drumming? - Yeah, drumming... 1196 01:41:00,124 --> 01:41:02,165 A little tomboy. 1197 01:41:02,916 --> 01:41:05,082 She wasn't a quiet kid. 1198 01:41:05,249 --> 01:41:07,207 She looks cute... 1199 01:41:08,541 --> 01:41:10,082 Thimo. 1200 01:41:13,332 --> 01:41:14,832 Heli. 1201 01:41:16,666 --> 01:41:19,749 - Always in sweaters like that, right? - Yeah, exactly! 1202 01:41:19,916 --> 01:41:22,999 - From the flea market? - Yeah, always from there. 1203 01:41:23,166 --> 01:41:24,499 He hated shopping. 1204 01:41:24,666 --> 01:41:28,082 That's why he wore those for years. 1205 01:41:28,249 --> 01:41:31,665 - Yeah, he can pull it off, right? - Yeah, yeah. 1206 01:41:31,832 --> 01:41:35,748 I think he really does have it... That's where I met him. 1207 01:41:35,916 --> 01:41:38,416 I was holding it in my hands today anyway. 1208 01:41:38,582 --> 01:41:40,873 I've sorted through a few things. 1209 01:41:41,041 --> 01:41:44,624 And I came across all kinds of favorite items. 1210 01:41:45,124 --> 01:41:48,415 I don't need them anymore. So, if you want them... 1211 01:41:48,666 --> 01:41:50,457 Otherwise, I'd give them away. 1212 01:41:51,124 --> 01:41:52,207 Look. 1213 01:41:52,374 --> 01:41:55,499 This is my collection of favorite sweaters. 1214 01:42:01,957 --> 01:42:03,707 There it is, anyway. 1215 01:42:03,874 --> 01:42:06,165 - Yeah, that's it. - Yeah, exactly. 1216 01:42:16,999 --> 01:42:18,124 Yeah. 1217 01:42:20,707 --> 01:42:22,373 Can I? 1218 01:42:22,999 --> 01:42:24,332 Yeah. 1219 01:42:46,207 --> 01:42:48,373 Maybe a little big. 1220 01:43:42,457 --> 01:43:44,415 Oh, Heli. 1221 01:43:45,041 --> 01:43:47,624 Why didn't you see the train? 1222 01:43:59,916 --> 01:44:02,874 The sun was blinding me. 1223 01:44:03,041 --> 01:44:04,624 And I couldn't… 1224 01:44:04,791 --> 01:44:06,499 I couldn't see a thing. 1225 01:44:14,749 --> 01:44:17,749 And why didn't you hear the horn? 1226 01:44:22,499 --> 01:44:24,790 It was really loud in the car. 1227 01:44:25,707 --> 01:44:27,748 We were listening to music. 1228 01:44:27,916 --> 01:44:30,291 - Mhm. - And singing along. 1229 01:44:32,374 --> 01:44:34,582 "Old Dan Tucker," right? 1230 01:44:35,791 --> 01:44:36,832 Yeah. 1231 01:44:38,624 --> 01:44:39,707 Mhm. 1232 01:44:45,916 --> 01:44:47,416 Really loud? 1233 01:44:48,874 --> 01:44:49,999 Yeah. 1234 01:44:50,291 --> 01:44:52,624 Did the kids sing along too? 1235 01:44:53,791 --> 01:44:54,832 Yeah. 1236 01:45:02,124 --> 01:45:03,207 Good. 1237 01:45:13,957 --> 01:45:15,957 I miss you. 1238 01:45:50,499 --> 01:45:53,249 Do you want to give everything away? Or do you want to keep some things? 1239 01:45:53,416 --> 01:45:55,874 Not everything, but most of it, yeah. 1240 01:45:57,416 --> 01:45:59,957 Ah, not that one—that belongs to Fini. 1241 01:46:00,124 --> 01:46:03,790 - The bunny? - Yeah, that's her favorite stuffed animal. 1242 01:46:17,832 --> 01:46:20,040 I'll have to take this for a sec, okay? 1243 01:46:20,416 --> 01:46:23,207 - Mhm. - Hi, Lena. 1244 01:46:23,374 --> 01:46:25,165 Yeah, yeah, I already heard. 1245 01:46:28,541 --> 01:46:32,041 Performances I have the 7th and 10th 1246 01:46:32,207 --> 01:46:33,915 and the final performance on the 14th. 1247 01:46:40,374 --> 01:46:42,915 Yeah, no problem. 1248 01:46:43,082 --> 01:46:46,332 Yeah, yeah. Script reading, the 11th and 12th—that's fine. 1249 01:46:47,957 --> 01:46:50,540 Has the production manager gotten in touch? 1250 01:46:58,207 --> 01:47:00,915 Yeah, yeah, hmm... Good. 1251 01:47:04,124 --> 01:47:08,165 No, no, no, no. No! 1252 01:47:11,749 --> 01:47:13,665 No! 1253 01:47:18,874 --> 01:47:20,999 Barbara? Barbara! 1254 01:47:21,666 --> 01:47:24,666 No, no, no. No, leave me alone! 1255 01:47:25,249 --> 01:47:27,249 Barbara! What's going on? 1256 01:47:29,082 --> 01:47:31,040 I'm here. 1257 01:47:31,207 --> 01:47:33,832 - What's going on? - No! 1258 01:47:36,207 --> 01:47:37,748 What are you thinking? 1259 01:47:37,916 --> 01:47:40,291 Just go make a phone call, 1260 01:47:40,457 --> 01:47:43,873 while I'm dealing with the stuff from my dead family... 1261 01:47:44,041 --> 01:47:46,082 I'm sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 1262 01:47:47,874 --> 01:47:51,624 I can't do this, I can't take it. 1263 01:47:52,166 --> 01:47:54,916 It hurts so much, it hurts so much. 1264 01:48:00,916 --> 01:48:03,041 It hurts so much! 1265 01:48:22,291 --> 01:48:23,874 Sleep with me. 1266 01:48:24,041 --> 01:48:25,874 - Sleep with me. - No, no, no. 1267 01:48:28,416 --> 01:48:30,082 Barbara, stop. 1268 01:48:31,541 --> 01:48:35,666 - Stop. - I want Fini back. 1269 01:48:36,916 --> 01:48:38,957 Barbara, stop! Stop it. No, stop it! 1270 01:48:39,124 --> 01:48:40,790 Stop! 1271 01:48:40,957 --> 01:48:43,123 You can't have Fini back. 1272 01:48:43,291 --> 01:48:44,707 Yes, I can! 1273 01:48:45,166 --> 01:48:47,666 Yes, I know, I know... 1274 01:48:48,624 --> 01:48:50,290 Yes, I can. 1275 01:48:51,707 --> 01:48:54,582 Okay, Fini's gone, Barbara. 1276 01:48:56,124 --> 01:48:58,415 No! No, Fini… 1277 01:49:00,249 --> 01:49:02,040 Fini… 1278 01:49:02,207 --> 01:49:03,957 she wants to come back. 1279 01:49:04,124 --> 01:49:05,624 - Yes. - No. 1280 01:49:05,791 --> 01:49:06,957 Yes. 1281 01:49:08,707 --> 01:49:10,540 Yes. 1282 01:49:15,082 --> 01:49:17,207 But... but... 1283 01:49:18,124 --> 01:49:19,165 but. 1284 01:49:23,957 --> 01:49:27,040 Stop! Stop, please, stop. 1285 01:49:30,707 --> 01:49:32,498 Barbara. Thimo is dead. 1286 01:49:32,666 --> 01:49:34,374 And Heli is dead. 1287 01:49:34,541 --> 01:49:36,207 And Fini is dead. 1288 01:49:36,791 --> 01:49:38,916 And they're not coming back either. 1289 01:50:26,749 --> 01:50:29,415 You can leave anytime, right? 1290 01:50:39,791 --> 01:50:41,749 Do you want me to leave? 1291 01:50:47,707 --> 01:50:49,082 No. 1292 01:50:52,166 --> 01:50:53,541 Then I'll stay. 1293 01:50:59,249 --> 01:51:02,832 Sometimes I wish I were really Heidi Appenzeller. 1294 01:51:04,707 --> 01:51:06,373 Yeah, because she'd know... 1295 01:51:09,457 --> 01:51:11,998 She'd know what to do. 1296 01:52:17,249 --> 01:52:18,374 Well. 1297 01:52:25,874 --> 01:52:27,290 Okay. 1298 01:53:09,291 --> 01:53:11,082 It's your turn. 1299 01:53:11,832 --> 01:53:15,248 Good. We'll get through these three numbers before the break... 1300 01:53:15,416 --> 01:53:16,999 Hello. 1301 01:53:17,499 --> 01:53:18,540 Hello. 1302 01:53:18,707 --> 01:53:21,165 I'm Heidi Appenzeller. 1303 01:53:21,332 --> 01:53:23,748 I've come from far away. 1304 01:53:26,082 --> 01:53:28,373 I brought something with me. 1305 01:53:33,041 --> 01:53:35,332 You look great. 1306 01:53:35,999 --> 01:53:37,665 And important. 1307 01:53:38,124 --> 01:53:39,874 Very important. 1308 01:53:40,041 --> 01:53:41,374 Good. 1309 01:53:47,541 --> 01:53:50,457 I brought along a little extra weight, too, 1310 01:53:50,624 --> 01:53:53,540 but I've been told it's good for balance. 1311 01:53:53,707 --> 01:53:54,707 There. 1312 01:53:59,624 --> 01:54:00,665 There... 1313 01:54:01,499 --> 01:54:02,749 There. 1314 01:54:10,374 --> 01:54:12,332 Don't worry.